Brain on Paper

After midnight guest

Desire gets more every second, I stare at the cold empty ceiling. Nothing to see, nothing to smell, nothing to hear...but a soft knocking on the window. A soft knocking on the window? Immediately I jump up and rush to the only window in my room. You came back. I open. 'Boyfriend' you say as I stare at your lips performing your cute signature giggle. You say no more. I say no more. We've said so much. From the simple hold on my shoulders, you use to climb in here, you end up wrapping your arms around my neck. All my worries fade. The worries that you regret saying 'yes' this afternoon. I almost lean in for our second kiss when I follow your sight behind my back. You keep walking, I walk backwards. And I trust you with all my life, so I don't stop staring into your chocolate brown eyes until the back of my legs carefully touch the edge of my bed. I fall back, slowly, slowly in your arms. You caught me and yet you're not hesitating to go on. To leave me in admiration. Oh, how I admire you. How you manage to hold me softly and kiss so passionately. How every inch of our bodies touches as you kiss down my chin. Making me blush in the darkness, still knowing you can see all my features. My head leans against the wall so you just cup it up with your hands, making sure I won't get hurt. You love, you care and you'll be the one I want to wake up to as soon as the morning comes. When the sun kisses your skin, like I do too. But no one can love you the way I do.