Brain on Paper

Honestly,

Honestly, sometimes I feel like my world could turn without you.

But I know it could never.

Honestly, most of the days I'm happy.

And I'm glad about that.

Honestly, the scars aren't deep.

But I'm not proud of that.

Honestly, I caught myself wishing you were mine.

And I can't always hide it.

Honestly, I used to be scared of us.

But I trust you more than anyone before.

Honestly, I mostly sleep well.

And it's never enough.

Honestly, I am not always myself.

But I try to cover it up.

Honestly, daily I wish you were still there.

And I know you need your time.

Honestly, my heart will always be yours.

But yours will never be mine.

Honestly, I promised you -forever-.

And I will never give you that back.

Honestly, I miss you every minute.

But I survive anyway.