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I stood in front of my mirror examining the bump that had started to form on my stomach a couple of months ago. I saw my long brown hair that went down to my hips, it looked so dull to me. My once lively green eyes now dull with emptiness and tiredness, then examined my face, it no longer looked like me just a broken girl. Every time I tried to sleep I would get the same nightmare, a memory from that night. I only ate to feed the child that was forming inside me, that was the only reason I'm still alive.

I started to feel the bile as it come up my throat and rushed to the toilet. After throwing up I sat on the ground crying, I am so tired of all this throwing up, headaches, and just not feeling good. I heard someone rushing up the stairs which I assumed to be my mom and she opened the door to the bathroom.

"Evie, are you ok? Maybe you shouldn't go to school today, going back after 4 months it may not do you any better." My mom said worriedly.

"No momma, I have to go. I haven't been to school or talked to my friends since this whole thing happened and I think its time I stop sulking."

"Only if you are feeling up to it and if you are you need to get ready soon, school starts in a hour." My mom says with a worried look and then walks out.

I got up and washed out my mouth and got dressed. After struggling to put my shoes on I waddled down stairs and saw my mom cooking.

"Momma, is the food ready yet?" I asked as I joined her by her side.

"Just about, I just need to dish it up." She replied getting the plates. She dished the food and sat the plates on the table and we began eating.

"I'm gonna take you to school today, I don't have to be to work until 8 so I have time." I just nodded as I finished my food and then rinsed off my plate. Truth be told, I'm nervous about going back, I mean I've been gone for 4 months and going back is just going to be hectic. I already can tell I have a lot of make up work that I have to do.

"Well lets go! We don't want you to be late now do we?" My mom smiled and gave me and encouraging look. "You'll be fine. I promise."

I smiled at her as she said that, this is why I loved her so much, she always knew what I was thinking and knew how to cheer me up.

Once we reached the school gates I started to feel that uneasiness in my stomach again. The only thing that I am happy about going back to this hell hole is seeing my two best friends, Taylor and Sammy. They were always there for me, well, until the accident happened. I haven't been able to be around anyone for that matter because last time that happened in the hospital I had a panic attack, a bad one too, and that's why today it such a big deal.

Once I entered the school I quickly made my way to the front office and towards the secretary.

"Hi! How may I help you?" She said with a smile you could tell was fake.

"Hi, my name is Evie Payne and I am returning back after 4 months. I need to check in to make sure that it is ok"

She looked through her computer, I assumed that she was looking for my file, when she smile that signified that she found it. She then got up to talk to the Principal and no longer than 4 minutes she was back out.

"Alrighty! Your files are all in order. Do you remember what your classes were?"

"Yes." I said smiling as I started to head to my 1st hour class. I got to the door of the Science room and hesitantly walked in. I took deep breaths every step I took and as soon as I got in front of the class my two best friends were there to give me the biggest hug ever.

"Can't. Breath. Crushing me." I said in between breaths. They both laughed and let me go and as soon as I say their faces I saw they were crying.

"Don't cry guys!!"

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 12, 2015 ⏰

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