Wings of butterfly

Play the game of love.

- Mary you're so funny when you're drunk! Why are we even talking about your bike accident and making fun of it?
- Because it makes me fucking laugh everytime. How could I think I can actully ride a bike when nobody ever taught me? It was absolutely inevitable that I'm going to fall on this big tree! Wait, Evelyn...I see the two of you...
- How many fingers do you see? - Al asked showing Mary 3 fingers.
- I'm not sure...five?
- Oh God. She's really drunk, Evelyn.
Mary do you want to go to sleep?
- Fuck no! I wanna dance! Where's my Freddie?
Mary got up from the bench and walked home in search of her lover. I looked at Al and we both followed her.

- You know what? I'm done with stupid girls like Claire. I have found my other half. She is above all women. The most beautiful. I fucking love her so much that ... let's drink to it! - I heard Roger saying this to his band members. My heart melted. I knew he said these 3 words to me. But maybe I didn't believe them at first.
- Evelyn...you're so fucking lucky. He's obsessed with you. - I smiled at my best friend and took a deep breath.
- You have no idea how lucky. I'm crazy about him. I want to have kids with him. Even now!
- Oi, calm down mama. I know you're in love but...
- Al...can you just shut up and talk to Brian?
- Brian? Why?
- Can't you see it?
- See what?
- He likes you. A lot I think. Get your chance honey. Now...I'm going to kiss my....Roger.
I left Al to think about what I said about Brian. I've known her for over 10 years. I knew she liked him. She just had to dare. I ran towards Roger and sat on his lap right away.
- Woah, baby. You really missed me.
- Like hell! - I said and kissed him.
- Where did I go wrong? - Deaky asked with some sadness in his voice.
- Don't worry darling. We're gonna find you your own Evelyn. This one belongs somewhere else!
- This one is absolutely out of anybody's reach! - Roger looked at me with a big smile. He knew that I'm into him as much as he's into me. I put my arms around him to make him sure of it.
- I love them together. Blondie you've never been...so fucking happy. And it makes me so fucking happy. Guys are you happy for them just as much as I?
- We are Freddie. You all know we are! - Brian said and looked at Al again. - Maybe some of us should try their luck too.
- What do you mean? - Freddie glared at Bri, but already knew. - Oh Yes, Brian. Go for it. Mary! We are going to dance!

While Freddie and Mary were slow dancing, Brian sat down next to Al and he obviously wanted to...make a good impression. Roger and I went outside to breathe a bit. And only Johh... he was alone all the time.
- You know...We have to find someone for Deaky. I really don't understand why is he still single being a John Deacon from Queen. - I said to Roger as we were sitting on the bench outside his house.
- Baby...you can't make everyone happy. John is...I mean...he's still heartbroken after his last relationship whit Louise She cheated on him...with his cousin.
- What a bitch!
- Yeah..that was awful. They are getting married in two months. She's pregnant.
- Holy fuck...poor John.
- He was so in love with her that could actually leave the band because she asked him to.
- What a bitch!
- You know that you've already said that?
- Have I? But baby...how can you hurt someone who loves you that much?
- Baby...this is the first time you called me that. Priceless.
- I called you baby in my message.
- It's so much better to hear it from your sweet lips.
- So maybe you should kiss them?
I didn't wait long for his reaction, I didn't have time to take my breath and he was already kissing me. His smell was driving me insane.
- I fucking love you. - He said against my lips. - I've never said that before and...actually meant it. But I do now.
- I've never said that...to anyone.
- What?
- Yes Roger. You're the first one that heard it from me. I love you.
- Wow...you're so special. So...mine.

As we were sitting there and staring at each other, my phone rang and I shuddered, dizzy from the alcohol and Roger's blue eyes.
It was my brother.
- Sis! You're partying again. Without me. What the hell?
Roger heard Miles's words and snatched the phone from my hand.
- Get a taxi and your ass and come over here, mate. What's the problem?
- No problem brother-in-law, but I'm with my girlfirend and her sister somewhere downtown.
- Take them with you. I'll send you my adress.
- He called you a brother-in-law? - I started laughing. - My brother is really crazy.
- Why? We're not married...yet. But he can call me that.
- Yet? So you want to get married?
- If it's with you, I can do it right now.

Roger has been surprising me every now and then, he was known to be a cold asshole, and he turned out to be a wonderful man who just wanted to love and to be loved.
- I hope you're never going to change your mind. - I said and he only kissed my forehead.
- Let's go inside, baby. I need another drink.

In the living room, Freddie was still dancing with Mary, Brian was staring at Al, but they weren't talking alone anymore. John joined them, and I felt so sorry for him after Roger told me about his ex-fiancée and his cousin. This shouldn't happen to anyone. Ever.
- Evelyn! Freddie just said he wants to have kids...tonight! Isn't he insane? I mean they could born being drunk.
- Mary... - I burst out of laughter. - they won't be born drunk just because you're drunk now.
- So you're telling me that we should go and have kids?
- If it's what you both want then why not?
- This conversation is getting a bit weird now...baby do you want to have kids tonight? - Roger raised his eyebrows and I didn't know if he's terrified or amused by this situation.
- Ehm well, but only two. - I said jokingly
- Oh thank God. Two is fine.
- Guys what are you doing? - Brian came closer to us. - Just look at Deaky. He is going to cry in a few seconds. Louise is pregnant. It's killing him. So just stop talking about kids. - He whispered nervously.
- Oh shit...how low it was. - Freddie said taking a deep breath.
- Deaky! Why is my glass empty? Can you help me to solve this problem?
- Sure Fred. - John picked up the bottle from the table and made Freddie a drink, himself too.
I was so sorry to see John fighting with himself, we hurt him with our stupid jokes completely unknowingly.
Fortunately, the doorbell rang then.
- It's Miles! - I screamed
- Miles? What is he doing here?
- He came to party with us, Al. Kim's with him and her sister...what was her name...
- Janine.
- Right! Wait...Janine?
- Ehm..Jennifer?
- Jasmine! - We said together.

Brian opened the door to my brother and 2 ladies. Miles of course was acting like he knew them forever. All Miles.
- Hello everyone! It's me, my future wife Kim and her lovely sister Jasmine.
- Miles It's fucking good to see you again! - Freddie yelled
- I still fucking don't get the fact that Freddie Mercury is glad to see me. That he actually knows my fucking name. And that Roger is...My fucking brother-in-law!
We all burst out of laughter at my brother's hysterical statement.
- Oh my God! Brian May and John Deacon! You guys have no idea what an honor is for me to even be in your company. You are legends!
- He's so funny guy. - Brian looked at me with a huge smile.
- Oh yes he is! He's the one who made me go to the casting. So...in fact because of him, I am here...and I know all of you. And Roger... - I glanced at him and just couldn't help myself not to be greatful to Miles. I didn't realise that it's really his merit. When he decided to send my video to BBC, we both didn't know how much my life would change.
- Miles! You're a fucking hero!
- Am I Freddie?
- You are the one who gave Taylor a chance to find the right way.
Miles then looked at Roger and he nodded.
- Hell yeah you are. I'm so greatful for your sister. She means...so much to me.
I smiled hearing their conversation.
- Kim, Jasmine come join us! - Al waved at the girls who seemed to be really shy and embarassed.

After a few more drinks, I started to feel that I was losing my ground. Roger was in his natural habitat laughing out loud with the guys. Mary had already gone to bed, and I was dreaming about it too.
- Roger...
- What's wrong baby?
- I'm...ehm...
- Ok. We're going to sleep. You're looking at me with only one eye. Guys, you can keep having fun but you know, I'm in a relationship now and my babe needs me.
He was making a bit fun of me and this situation but I didn't care because I only wanted to go to his bed.
- Just fucking look at our Taylor. He's absolutely gone. Do we even know him anymore?
- Freddie?
- Evelyn darling! Just a dumb joke. You know we love you both! And this is the blondie we want to see. In love and absolutely gone!

I laid down on Roger's bed and sighed loudly. I was so tired that I didn't even have the strength to take off my pants. Roger walked over to me, took off my blouse, then pants and handed me his T-shirt. It smelled wonderful. He looked at me as I was putting it on, but he knew it's not gonna happen tonight, I was too drunk and too tired. He just kissed me, covered me with the duvet and hugged me tightly with his arms.
- Sleep well my baby.
- I love you Roger. Can we have kids one day?
He laughed against my neck.
- We can. But we don't want them to born being drunk, huh?
I giggled remembering when Mary said that.
- I said one day. Not today.
- I want to have kids with you and spend my whole life with you. It's happening so fast but I'm all yours, baby.
- You can't hurt me. I won't take it. I'm just...
- You're too fragile and too good for me. But I'll never let you down. I love you.
He kissed me and then we heard some scary noise...