Under the surface | Ashtray X Fem

Part 21

*AT RUES HOUSE*

JAYDENS POV

"Ok, are you ready to go Jay?"

Rue asks me as she is putting her shoes on

"Yep"

I say. Today Rue was taking me to one of her drug addict meeting things. I didn't really want to go because personally I don't think I am a drug addict. But she really wanted me to, so I did

*AT THE MEETING*

"Here, sit next to me"

Rue says as she sits down and points at the seat next to her. I sit down and a man walks up in stage and starts talking. All of a sudden I get really nervous

"Rue"

I whisper

She looks over at me

"What's up?"

She whispers

"I don't know why, but like, Im so nervous"

I whisper nervously

"Your allgoods"

She says picking my hand up off my lap and holding it tightly

"Ok, next we have... Jayden Jacobs!"

I hear someone say from the stage.

"Shit"

I whisper at Rue

"Go, you got this"

Rue whispers

"No I swear Rue I can't do this"

I whisper standing up off my seat

"Jayden! Go!"

Rue says pushing me away. I start walking up to the front and I can feel everyone's eyes on me. Once I got onto the stage I look into the crowd and look at Rue. I feel my eyes start filling up with water.

"Ah, I'm, um, I'm, my name is um, I'm, um"

Holy shit, did I just forget my fucking name!?

"I'm, Jayden and I'm um, I'm an, uh, an addict"

Then it hit me. I'm 14 and I'm at a meeting for drug addicts. I over dossed last week and I haven't talked to my parents in 8 days.

Nah bro this is too much.

I run off the stage and push past everyone in my path. I run out the door feeling the cold air outside. There was only one thing I needed right now... not Ashtray, not Rue... but drugs.

I need drugs and I will do anything in my power to get them.

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Authors note: sorry this is really short! Love y'all!!!

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