What Could've Been

The idea for this poem came to me and I had to write it. It describes how I feel towards a guy who right now is five feet away but doesn't know I'm here. (Not a stalker. I'm just sitting and he's here too) Its just my feeling right now are so confusing, and I just don't know. Comment if you have any advice. By the way follow me if you want on Twitter.

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Even though it never happened

Even though it never ended

The memory of what could've been

Is burned into me like sin

You just seemed like the perfect guy

Wearing that blue striped tie

And now it haunts me

The dream of what could've been "we"

The way you looked at me

Made me feel all tingly

I remember gushing about you

And all my friends played along too

Now I can't look at you without thinking

And missing

What could've been between us

But nothing ever happens the way I think it does

What's worse

Is you cant lead a horse

To water and make it drink

When the horse doesn't know what to think

Cause you don't know

All the times I feared you would say no

If I told you how I felt then

Now there's only a could've been

You broke my heart without meaning to

So now even a sorry won't come from you

I waited too long

And I guess my feelings were never that strong

I'm sorry

I am really

Even as I'm holding the pen

I remember what could've been