I get jealous because
I am afraid that someone
Is going to make you
happier than I do
- Frank Ocean
Thea's POV
"Your face is all done, now your knuckles" i said diverting my gaze
"We don't have a bandaid here" i tried searching the first aid box "I have it in my bag i guess"
"There's no need"
"Didn't ask. Got it"
"Why are you carrying bandait anyways?"
"I carry it for Ryan well i carried it for Ryan, he always used to hurt himself somehow"
"You miss him don't you?" I saw his jaw clench, i guess because i applied some ointments and bandaged his hand.
"Can we not talk about it?" I seriously didn't want to talk about it. I always end up feeling guilty when I think about it even though i know i didn't cheat
"That means you do"
"No I don't. It's just it's....why do you care anyways?"
"Because it involves you"
I finally looked up at him packing everything, I registered how close we were. He looked at me with this unknown hope.
My gaze was fixed on his lips. I wanted to kiss him and specially after what he did for me today he really cared
"My manager said you can't stay here if you don't order anything" i jolted back realising what I was about to do
I am such a bad friend
I am ashamed of myself
"I don't want to eat anything. Do you?"
"Two chicken sandwich and one glass of milk and yes you are eating" i ordered ignoring Alec
"I'll drop you home and then go home" i said sitting down opposite to him
"I can't go home like this. They will ask a lot of questions"
"Wherever you go I'll come with you"
"No please go home"
"Why? Please don't tell me you are planning to have a one night stand today"
"That's how low you think of me"
Shit
Our food came just in time.
I knew I hurt his feelings so I scooted towards him and kept my hand on his
"I am sorry"
"It's ok"
"No I know you are mad. I didn't mean it that way"
"Yeah I know" he removed his hand
"You wanted to talk about Ryan right? I will answer you but please don't be mad at me"
"You don't have to"
"I will. No I don't miss Ryan but I do feel guilty"
"Why?"
"His trust issues were not the only reason we broke up, his sister called me a cheater and convinced me i was bad for him. I know i didn't cheat on him but I always have this weird feeling thinking about it"
"Claire...fuck him and his sister, i didn't like him anyways"
"Why?"
"Plays in the football team, muscular, rich af , girls going Gaga over him"
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Rediscovering Us
Romantik"Are you really that fucking dumb Claire?" Alec's voice echoed through the empty corridor as he pulled me closer "What the fuck" "I love you Thea Claire Hart" this is not even the last thing I excepted to hear . . . . Thea Claire Hart has always be...
