There was an awkward silence when I had to hand Bella to Jacky...I wouldn't see her for a whole weekend.
" Charlie, it will be fine. she's safe with me, don't worry too much about her" Jacky said trying to calm down my nerves " she's only 2 ,Jacky, I'm allowed to be nervous" I said biting my nails as the other guys from Falling In Reverse walked in "Yeah she'll be fine with us " Ryan said .
Bella is my whole world. how could i just not see her for two days? and when she is with a bunch of wild guys who get drunk and....I can't do this....I love my baby too much. "I don't want to do this...can I just come with you guys? it's too hard" I said stroking Bella's hair . Jacky looked at the guys and the guys nodded "okay you can stay..but you have to let me be around her, don't hog her, she is my daughter too" he said...yeah...sure.
"okay thank you guys so much!" I said grabbing my baby girl and hugging her tightly as she stayed sleeping . then I looked at Ronnie as he just stared at me and looked down when i caught him. I know what you are thinking...Does Bella look like Ronnie or Jacky? and my answer is yes. she looks alot like me but has jackys eyes and ronnies personality...so it's not something I can really just know .
I handed Bella to Jacky and walked over to Ronnie "I Missed you too" I said hugging his waist because of how short I am (5"3) "yeah I did miss you" he said hugging me, we pulled away and I looked over at Bella who was just now starting to wake up ...
