POT OF POTION

love letters to the one i love most

my beloved,

you make me the happiest, a smile makes its way onto my face, turning the frown upside down whenever i see your name pop up on my screen. instantly making my heart jump. it could be a single text, you liking my reply or simply a <3. 

sometimes i listen to songs, as any being would and it would remind me of you. your words, our conversations and the thought that maybe, you'd enjoy this song too. on other days i listen to your playlist for me on repeat. 

you've taken up much of my headspace to the point where even a simple action could remind me of you. i'm surprised i don't dream of you, after all you are a living dream. a reminder that the purest of hearts exist, an angel. 

i could only think about the day we finally meet, you would look like the prettiest person on earth and my heart would beat against my ribs, begging to throw itself at your feet. you'd hold me so tight, the warmest hug anyone could ever receive. 

i dream of our future. one where we share drinks, steal glances, give hugs and lay on the ground mindlessly, without a care in the world. we'd live off cookies and ice cream, which was all one needed for a full belly. try baking which is not our forte, flour all over our faces and bits stuck to our hair, your laughter filling my ears. 

and my heart swells at this thought. a future with you. 

JAY'S NOTES 💭
happy one year with the loml <3