What happened? How did this happen? What has my life become. I could never see what was happening, but now that I'm processing everything that has ever happened in my life it seems so... messed up? I was so oblivious, so calm, so... unaware.
It all started when... when... er er er... when me and my twin brother were born. A very mental couple gave birth to two twins. Me, Daphne and my twin, Raymond. I never really knew him much. Just the fact that we were twins. Because not even a month later we were separated. He moved to Spain and developed the name El Raymond while I moved to Canada on a farm. God was drinking milk from bags hard.
During my time in Canada, I got brain surgery. It was a success but they could never seal my head, so all that was there was a huge hole of pink and red. You could practically see my brain, and from time to time it jiggled and made slurping noises. My brother, on the other hand, started to get heart problems.
18 years later, we both became 18. Somehow, somewhere we met. It was pure coincidence. He took me to his place, and everything from there was just a blur. I remember ropes, medication, blankets and knives. I don't know what happened to my brother. Was he always like this? I saw buckets of pill next to him when we slept in the same bed. Turns out they were for erectile dysfunction too.
I always heard the same, exact song playing whenever he... fucked my brain hole. Or just whenever he was doing anything. It was tearing my life apart just the same old song PLAYING OVER AND OVER AS BRAIN JUICES CAME OUT AND CHUNKS OF RED FETUS LOOKING THINGS. It went something like... mouth wide open, mouth wide open. I don't know, its all fuzzy now. At the time I could only think of bats and basements.
I don't think he ever acknowledged my pain. Either that or he managed to ignore all the 'AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH' or 'STOP IT HURTS, MY BRAIN IM GONNA DIE!'. I don't know how he did it. I know I could've never done that.
Anyway, sometime later, I forgor what happened but my brother ended up in jail. Seeing him behind bars just felt... awful. He was a bad person. I still like him as a brother though. I managed to get a wig; it is green. And I'm currently on vacation. My life was weird, dunno how I survived.
