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𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒖𝒆

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𝒀𝒖𝒎𝒆'𝒔 𝑷𝒐𝒗:

This feeling...

Maybe if I say I absolutely hate it many would say I'm just being dramatic, but thats the perfect word.

I really, really hate feeling like this.

Scared

Terrified

Afraid

There are so much synonyms that can describe the feeling that's been bugging me for a month now.

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The date is 3/4/22

After I had my breakfast I went to the park. To clear my mind..or atleast to try to stop that feeling again.

I'm already 15, which means High school. I didn't even realized when my birthday came and my life as middle schooler ended.

It feels strange. It makes me feel nervous. I liked it in middle school. I had a couple of friends, mostly my teammates, I had a great volleyball team, a best friend who was like a sister to me, actually she still is. She is all I have now. Don't get me wrong I have my parents and I love them so much, but she's different. She's the best thing that happened to me. And now she is the only thing that will help me during high school. In our new school.

In less than 24 hours our life as a highschoolers will began..

*sigh* this feeling just won't go away...

I just keep getting nervous every time I think of the fact that i need to start everything like from the very begging, like making new friends. I'm not exactly the kind of person who just go to strangers and ask them if they want to be in friendship with you. For me to just say hi to someone I don't know is really hard. Besides that I'm a person who is really comfortable with the people and likes to talk to them, but I have that awful feeling that people will think I'm weird or annoying. I always claim that it doesn't bother me or that I dont care, but honestly that's not true - I do care.

I thought of my moments with Sakura. My best friend and a sister like I like to claim she is.

Thinking about her and the fact that we'll be in the same high school is making me relax.

I suddenly stop and looked around.

𝑪𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒔

Now that I looked at my surrounding I came into the material world which I unconsciously left while thinking.

I'm in the park.

I finally have started watching where I was going and stopped looking like a zombie walking around without reason, without direction, with no one by its side.

Just alone..

Those cherry blossoms

They always make me feel calm, that's probably why I always associated Sakura with them. If we don't mind her name of course.

*[quick note: Sakura means cherry blossom in Japanese; okay now continue]

My eyes fell down to my phone, which I held in my hand.

What time was it?

11:24 a.m.

It's almost half past 11.

She must be here any minute now.

I remembered putting my headphones in my bag. So useful.