not into you, sebtana story

chapter 8

Sebastian pov.

I never thought I felt hurt because of santana. There was a battle inside of me going on and I hated it.
For a moment I liked santana. But now she was back to being harsh I hated her. And it hurt me I felt this way.
So I decided to go walk along the beach to set my mind off. But santana was still in my mind. I sat down in the sand starring at the beautiful water in front of me.
I thought back about santana and me being enemies. Why were we so mad at each other all the time? I really don't know what cost that.
From the beginning we got to school we were like this. Yelling at each other. Calling each other names. I even enjoyed it to do that. And I think she did too.

I am called a player so many times the past years because of my sex life with girls and boys. But I truly wish I had just one person to fall for. I missed being truly loved. But I had that reputation I couldn't get off of me.

What happend last night really got me thinking. I wasn't like that man. But I liked the way girls reacted to me. But I always got them for one night. So in one way I was like that guy. Using them and than let them go.
And to see santana so broken and the nightmare she had because of a terrible thing what happend in the past. Made me realize I didn't want to be that player guy anymore.
And for a moment I thought santana changed too. But she was so harsh again. Like steel. And it really got me. I helped her and I got this in return?
I sigh and stand up. Was happy I got only my trunk on and my flipflops so I kicked of my flip flops and got in the water.
I was there for a long time and when I was swimming back I saw santana sitting in thr water.
"Just great". I mutter and get out of the water in front of her. And than turned away and walked away to get my flipflops. I wasn't in the mood to see her.

"Sebastian wait". She said and grabbed my arm.

I stood still and turned around.
"What do you want lopez?". I said harsh.
" Sorry I did so harsh back in the house". She said and I rolled my eyes.

"That is who you are. I can see that. You will never change. And you know. I helped you. And I get a bitch back". I said and turned back and walked futher.
I didn't want to talk about it anymore.
I felt santana her hand around my arm again. And I got angry. I turned around and looked down at her.

"What?". I said mad.
"Calm down smythe". Sebastian said and I rolled my eyes.
"You know after last night I realised something.. and that is that I don't want to be a player anymore. And I don't want to have that reputation anymore. But other than that I know that you and I never can be friends. You know why? Because for a moment I thought you changed last night. I comfort you and even slept next to you. But just forget it". I said and turned back around and walked away from her.

"You know. Some people act because of a reason". Santana said loud.
"Yeah. I think so too. But maybe you are the cold hearted snake here". I said to her and she just looked away from me.
"I am not you know". She whispered.
"Maybe you should prove it to me than. And I will do the same". I said.
"Okay". She said and I smiled at her and she smiled also.
I helt out my hand and so did she.
"So we will act nice to each other from now on?". I asked.
"Yep. Or it will be a long 4 weeks". She said with a smile and I nodded and took her hand in mine.
" Than is that settled!". I said and we both laughed.

We walked back over the beach to the house.
Our parents were in the pool. Laughing and talking.
" Hey you two" My dad said.
"Hi dad". "Mister smythe". Santana and I said.
"You look happier than when you left". My mom said and I sigh while I laid down on the chair.
"Was nothing. I just needed a swim". I said while I looked to santana who smiled at me ad than grabbed a magazine and started to read it.
I saw my mom look between me and santana and I rolled my eyes and she just smiled before she joint my dad and santana her parents.

I was glad santana and I are going to try nice to each other. She was right if we will survive these 4 weeks it will be long.
I still am curious what happend to her in the past but I guess I will know it some day.
But for now I will be kind to her and I hope she does the same.