Today was the day..
I am excited, for one of the best moments of my life. Would I be able to take it? Would I even survive meeting glances with them?
I will be meeting Bangtan Sonyeondan at their high touch event in Sydney for the first time. My heart is racing hard, how would I react?
This is their first time here in Australia.
How would I feel when I see Kim Taehyung? The boy I've been adoring since debut, the one who I've been dreaming of..
Kim Taehyung, means the world to me. It doesn't make sense, my parents think I'm abnormal, obsessing about someone who doesn't know I exist.
I know, I don't exist to him, of course. Why would I exist to such a perfect person like him?
I went to my closet, looking for something nice to wear. Something casual, but presentable.
After, I took a taxi and made my way to the place where the high touch will be held.
Finally, I arrived to the place. I was standing in front of the centre, seeing the Bangtan Sonyeondan High Touch sign.
I walked in, seeing a bunch of fans lining up. I arrived around 4:30pm, since the event starts at 5:15pm.
Security told all of us to keep quiet, and to line up. As I was waiting, I went on my phone looking through my Instagram and Twitter.
I heard a faint laugh by girls in front of me. As I look up, there were a group of girls staring at me, pointing at me.
I chose to ignore them, until one of the girls in that group came to me. "Well well well, you're a Kim Taehyung fan here huh?" She said, judging by my phone case.
I nodded, and ignored her after. She looked at me in disgrace. She knocked my phone down to the floor, to get my attention.
"What's your problem? I'm trying to talk to you" the girl said. I replied, "Well, I don't talk to bitches. Sorry, I don't want to get infected".
The girl gasped, and so did her friends. "You're an ugly whore, who doesn't even belong in this ARMY fandom. You're useless! Taehyung won't even notice your ugly face, so don't even show it to him, you're disgusting, all of Bangtan wouldn't want to see you" she said, slapping me to the floor.
The security grabbed her, and took her out of the centre, with all of her friends. They helped me up, asking if I was okay and I just nodded.
Of course I'm not okay. Inside, I was breaking apart. I know I'm ugly, I know I'm useless, I know I'm nothing to him, you don't need to rub it in my face.
If it wasn't for Kim Taehyung, I wouldn't be here.. He saved my life, his smile makes me smile, everything about him makes me want to stay in this world.
Tears streamed down my face, but I wiped it quickly. I can't cry today, since I'm seeing him.
I don't want to look more unappealing in front of Taehyung and the rest of Bangtan.
I sighed, and just sat down in the line waiting. I checked the time and it was already 5:15pm.
Security told us to stand up and make our way into another room. Finally, it's starting.
We were lined up in a room, with walls that could be shuffled to the side. I could feel, that Bangtan was behind there.
I heard someone do a countdown. "3..2..1.."
I closed my eyes, and then heard fans scream. As I opened my eyes, I saw Bangtan on stage.
Mostly, my eyes were focused on Taehyung. He was at the end, standing. I couldn't take my eyes of him.
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