Green X Red. You're worse than nicotine

I hope you never forget me

Green POV

You’re gone for a while now, it hurts because I need you so much.

I would love to see you again to see your smile to hear you laugh.

To see hear you yell and to see your angry face.

Since you’re gone I lost control over my actions and my faith in love.

*Present time*

And now I’m lying in some strangers like it’s almost every day since you’ve left me.

*Back to the past*

It pisses me of that you didn’t write me or called me.

I still love you and I’ll never stop.

I always remember our first kiss I could never get rid of this memory.

Your lips were addicting……and I got addicted.

Like I got on nicotine and even worse.

It was better that I burned and didn’t fade away.

It was good that I left before you replaced me.

I think I’m going to lose you but I’m no match to the others you were going out with.

I let you hit me one more time and then we’re through.

Because no matter what I did or what I’ll do you will never love me back.

I’m going to cut every tie I had to you.

Cause your love was a fucking drag but I need it so bad!

*Present time*

I stand up and take my clothes leave then go to a flower shop.

I buy some red roses and then I go to the graveyard not to any grave to the one of Red you my dear love.

I lay the roses on your grave and go home.

I sit down on my bed and cry.

Then I takeout one of this stupid cancer sticks and try to end my life faster so that I get to see you again.

Red I hope you didn’t forget me

I love you so much…..