The Weight

This is based off of the song The Weight by Shawn Mendes so you may see some references

I gave her everything and see repays me with sleeping with my best friend. The boy across the hall.

She was my everything. My perfect. My sunshine. My perfection.

I wish I could black out everything. I wanna go back. I wanna forget that it's over.

I never knew all of this was happening, just because she seemed so happy around me.

I can't go back to her, ever. And it brakes me heart to know I cant.

She told me she was happier with him. But she doesn't want me to leave like everyone else. She said she needed time but all she did was push me away. And then when she tries to take me back, I don't feel happy anymore. I feel sad and depressed. Heartbroken even.

I tried putting it all in the past, her in the past. Tried forgetting her because I know it's over. But it's so hard when u love someone so much.

I saw her yesterday. I asked how she was, she said great. She asked me the same, I pretended like I was okay. But deep down I knew I wasn't.

She's all I ever think about now. Every night, in the middle of the night, is my worse times.

I always lay there and just cry. It just doesn't feel right. I always dream I can hold her. Hold her in my arms and never let her go. Like it's supposed to be.

But I can't got back to her anymore.

She told me she was happier with him. But she doesn't want me to leave like everyone else. She said she needed time but all she did was push me away. And then when she tries to take me back, I don't feel happy anymore. I feel sad and depressed. Heartbroken even.

I can't lift the weight of depression anymore. It lowers my shoulders, I can't get over her. It brakes my heart.

She keeps lowering her standers, and I don't understand why. It may be because I keep raising the stakes.

She told me she was happier with him. But she doesn't want me to leave like everyone else. She said she needed time but all she did was push me away. And then when she tries to take me back, I don't feel happy anymore. I feel sad and depressed. Heartbroken even.

I can't lift the weight.....

A/N
I had that in my drafts forever!! If u want me to make a book of these, comment! Also comment a song to do if ya want!

I'm really happy with how this turned out!

Love
Dakota ✨