The next morning, when she woke up, she knocked on the door but this time ash opened the door.
'Give me the fucking drugs ash. Please.' She begged. It broke his heart seeing her like this. If it was up to him, she would've had the drug. He knew it wasn't good for her but he couldn't bare to see her like this. Her hair hadn't been touched so it was a curly mess, her clothes had mud stains and rips in them from where she had gripped on them, her face was tired and dirty. Very unlike her.
'You know I can't do that bee.' She'd broke down. It was her last straw. First her dad now this. She was done. Done with putting up a happy facade for it to be chucked the fuck back in her face. She fell into ash and cried.
'Please ash. I can't fucking do it. I need them.'
'Ino bee ino.' He hugged her tighter. He cared for the girl a lot. Ever since he'd met her. But unlike fez it wasn't in a family typa way. They stayed like this for another hour or so, her crying him cuddling.
'Ash?'
'Yeah?'
'Promise you nd fez will never leave me alone.' She mumbled into his shirt. She really did love them they were all she had left.
'I promise.' He kissed the top of her head. She got a tingling sensation in her belly. Almost butterflies.
Fez walked onto the patio. He looked hungover. After last nights incident, fez was drunk really fucking drunk. He needed to wash away what she said.
'Hey man.' Fez groaned
'Hey.' Ash looked up and laughed at the state of his brother. 'Dude you look a mess.'
'Thanks. Hey where's kace?' Kacey was hid behind ash she didn't want to look at fez. It hurt her that he wouldn't give her the drugs. She felt as if he wanted her to feel like this. Like shit.
'Right here.' Ash tilted his body so fez could see kacey. Fez's face dropped. He didn't expect to see how unlike herself she looked.
'Don't fucking move ashtray.' Kacey said sternly. He moved back to the place he originally was.
'Look kace I-' fez started but was soon cut off.
'Don't fucking speak to me.' This time it was her who moved. 'See all this.' She pointed down her body and to the door which had enormous dents in it. 'You did it. You say you fucking care about me, that you love me but your full of shit man so give me the fucking drugs.' She went to run but ash caught her.
'No kace its not good for you. Your fucking killing yourself.'
Kace walked to fez and looked him dead in the eye.
'No you dont get to tell me what to fucking do fez. You fucking betrayed me. I trusted you. You know what ey I fucking needed you. I was at my lowest fucking point and you through me away. I needed you and you fucked me off.' She screamed stabbing him in the chest with her skinny finger. A tear ran down fez's face. 'Ey and you see this' she pointed to her cuts and bruises. 'This is why I needed them goddamn drugs because one again when I was at my fucking lowest you fucked me off.' She walked away, don't the steps and onto the road. She was aware of what she looked like when ash kindly pointed it out.
She had the same shorts and hoodie she had on yesterday, same ragged hair and same ashy face. She hadn't been back to fez's in two days. That meant no food, no drink, no drug. She was dying, she slept down an ally behind fez's shop. How he hadn't seen her she didn't know. She thought that maybe he had seen her and he'd just ignored her. It's not like he cared about her.
At fez's, ash was going crazy. Him and fez had fell out, loads more people were coming in for drugs. His life was a mess. But the biggest thing was kacey. He's never missed anyone more. Not even his ma. He loved her. Even if she didn't know.
Kacey walked out of the alley, she was going to grow a pair and go into fez's shop for food. No matter what happened she knew he wouldn't let her starve. She walked in. Fez didn't look up. Oh well. She went into the crisps isle and picked up some Cheetos. She walked to the front desk.
'I don't have any money' she whispered. She hadn't talked in days.
'We'll u can't get shit then.' He snapped and looked up. She flinched His jaw fell. 'Oh uh. Just take em.'
She went to walk out that was easy.
'Dude she didn't pay I'll go fucking get her.' She heard a voice say. Ash. She thought and laughed. Fez let him go. Fez knew he missed her.
'Ayo girl. You forgot to fucking pay.' She turned around to face him.
'Just girl huh.' His mouth fell open and he ran to hug her.
'I missed you so much.' He grumbled into her hair.
'Ino ash ino' she felt one of his tears drop from his eyes onto her back so she hugged him even tighter.
'Please come home bee. It's not the same without
you.' She thought for a second.
'Okay.'
'Hey fez you okay with the shop I'm taking her home?' Fez nodded and shooed them out.
'I need to shower. I'll talk to you after.' Kace said.
'Okay but be quick I'm just going in my room to get changed.' He said back. This was her chance. She turned on the shower and made sure ash was in his room. She ran to the kitchen and grabbed 3 bags of coke. She then sprinted back to the bathroom and tipped a line onto the counter. She looked at herself in the mirror.
*worthless, ugly, stupid, addict.* went through her mind. She punched the glass, trying to get rid of her face. The mirror smashed into many pieces.
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She picked up one of the pieces of glass and looked at herself through it. Ugly . She put it to her wrist, and took a deep breath. One line. Worthless. Two lines. Ugly. Three lines. Dizzy. She took her nose to the counter and snorted the coke. 5 lines in total. Still 2 bags left. That was all she could remeber before she fainted.
'Kace?' Ash shouted into the bathroom. 'You decent ?' Now he was beginning to worry. Was she okay? He opened the door not caring. There she was layer on the floor, fully clothed with blood running through her hoody and a white substance underneath her nose. She was finally happy
AN
OKAY THATS CHAP2 SORRY THESE ARENT THAT BIG. ILL TRY UPDATING AS SOON AS BUT REMBER I DO HAVE SCHOOL LOL. I MIGHT POST ANOTHER CHAP LATER TODAY BUT DOMT BE ANGRY IF I DONT . OKAY BYE LOVE 💗
