A big change

Someone help me please( chapter 1)

The begging of the most unbelievable story's always start normal but I guess that's apart of it

 how could sitting in last period English lead to moths  of being stuck on a alien planet and facing all your worst fears coming to life  start in a boring soulless  classroom where teachers try to convince you that reading this one book and memorizing all these quotes will help you in life. They aren't  totally teaching you a test.

Yet it did Mrs. Higgins had finally given up on trying to get us to dig deep for what the actual point of Richard Cory poem is. I do know what it actual means but I am not bothered to explain money isn't the only thing that makes you happy and blah blah. I was so tired of being finally chosen after Adam said your mum for the millionth time. Now she felt that it was okay to talk about how her and her husband have been fucking every night but its not working.

I cant wait to go home and throw myself into more school work and feel extra isolated when I have no one to talk to  so Ill just rewatch ninjago again then feel bad because i should watch something more mature or thought provoking but at last a children's show about colourful ninja fighting snakes. 

god I sound pathetic explaining my life 

I wish I was normal. I don't understand so many things like social shit or understood why people didn't need most things very planned out. My whole life i have been the odd one out something's wrong with her but we cant put our finger on it. So I learned to shut up and please teachers and adults.

God it is all so fucking tiring

I manage to take mind off it all looking at Artemis. Her gorgeous messy short black hair just gently moving. I was  infatuated I could stare at her caramel skin and her eyes as green as the green ninjas outfit. Her sharp eyeliner getting close to bursting my heart with her looks and personality. 

God her personality , shes so bold and passionate about her opinions. Sometimes I wish I was like her , she has the ability to stick up for herself . I bet she has an interesting life full of friends. My whole body feels like melting as she turns around 

"hey Alice right? " she has with the cutest smile directing at me 

"yeah ... that's my name" I mange to spit out my mouth in the most awkward way ever

"do you have a rubber I  can borrow, Mines is in the abyss somewhere " she says letting out an chuckle. That's it  I am  officially in heaven, I feel like melted ice cream.

" here "  I say pulling out a new red one because I has the rest of the ninjas colour 

"wow your so organized I wish I was like you all my shit is at the bottom of my bag"

My face is so close to turning completely red. I am defiantly in heaven I don't deserve this. 

Before my face goes completely red. The lights go off.

I can barely see anything until a blue light at the door before my eyes get drowsy until they finally shut

A/N :

sorry if this is too long I've been ao3 for a while.

This is a rewrite from when I wrote this a couple years ago.

 this used was 53 words so big improvement