"Hey, Rosie.. would you.. uhm.. would you like to touch my breasts?"
Jennie's words echoed through the otherwise silent room, the deafening silence caused Jennie's embarrassment to only get worse. Jennie threw herself face first onto her bed and buried her face in her pillow before letting out a muffled, frustrated scream.
"Ahhhh, I cant do this. I cant ask her such thing that easily."
It was not without a reason that Jennie has practised this conversation over and over again in front of her mirror. Because the thing is, even though she dearly loved Rosé and trusted her with all her heart, she was still incredibly shy regarding certain things.
Sex was one of those things.
Now, to be clear, Jennie was pretty confident about her body. She'd describe herself as sexy. But being sexy and being intimate with someone who you are deeply in love with are two very different things. That's why, as much as Jennie was embarrassed about it, the two of them never properly slept with each other, despite the two of them dating for a couple of months now and even sharing a bed. It's not that they haven't tried it though. They both were eager for it. But somehow they could never really make it work. First, there were their busy schedules. In the last couple of months, the preparations for their new album took up most of their time. By the time they got home from dance practice, shootings, recording sessions or whatever, they were way too tired to even attempt getting intimate. And on these rare occasions where they actually would have had the time and the energy... well, they just couldn't make it work. It turned out that Rosé was just as shy as Jennie was, they both had no sexual experience with girls so aside from some petting and very intense kisses, god, Rosé was a divine kisser, they haven't done anything yet. Very much to the delight of Jisoo, who one morning greeted the girls with "You know, I was worried at first that I wouldn't get enough sleep when the two of you would share a room. But you two make an excellent job of keeping your voices down. Crazy, I always thought that Jennie would be a loud moaner." Neither of them commented on it.
The memories of Rosé's sweet, yet demanding lips made Jennie feel an all too familiar warmth in her lower area. One, that she felt way too many times recently. Because, again, they both wanted it. They never said it out loud but whenever they were together in the bed, there was this tension between them. And it was about time that something would happen. Because Jennie could feel herself become more and more impatient, the longer this went on. Whenever Rosé showed a bit of cleavage, Jennie's thoughts immediately drifted towards the bedroom. And when Rosé would touch Jennie's thigh during dinner, arousal kicked in instantly. One time, she hugged Rosé from behind and kissed her neck while she was cutting vegetables in the kitchen and Rosé let out a soft moan. In that moment, Jennie was ready to take Rosé right there on the countertop, if Lisa wouldn't have walked into the room in that moment.
Luckily, valentines day was right around the corner and therefore Jennie decided that they have waited long enough. No matter how awkward and embarrassing it might be for her, she was going to seduce Rosé and they were going to have the best sex of their lives. Okay, it would be the first sex of their lives. But that was not the point, Jennie was determined to make it an unforgettable experience for her girlfriend. Every time, Jennie referred to Rosé as her girlfriend, even if it was just in her head, she couldn't help but smile because she was still so damn happy about it. That's why Jennie made all sorts of preparations for that day. She made sure they had the day off and looked up a few recipes. She asked her if she wanted to go to a specific restaurant or if they wanted to eat at home, to which Rosé responded with the most adorable smile Jennie has ever seen. "As long as it's with you, I don't care where we are." She was such a treasure. So Jennie decided to go for the convenient option to stay at home, so they had more privacy. She convinced Jisoo and Lisa to go out for the night, have some fun. The dirty grin they both gave Jennie made her cheeks take on the colour of a tomato, but they agreed and that was the important thing. Now she only had to figure out how to get it started, once it was about time, but so far she dismissed all of her lines she came up with.
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Be my valentine (Chaennie smut oneshot)
RomanceAfter being together for a couple of month, Jennie decides that on valentines day, it was time for her and Rosé to take some time off and finally get intimate with each other <3 This story is part of my fanfic "Don't know what to do without you" and...