Where were you?

I know, you were there.

I know you were.

Only not in physical form

And yet still I ask,

Where were you?

Where were you when,

After everything,

I had to leave?

You, were there

Both physically, and not

Where were you

When, I was falling?

You were there!

In my mind.

But, remained oblivious physically

Where were you,

When I tried, to reach out?

You were there,

Physically,

To, reprimand, me

You gave me no choice,

Lie.

I couldn't break,

your heart,

Not like that

Why can't, you find me?

You never really had me

No.

I was there but,

You never, had me

Never knew me

Now, I'm taking a step,

Back.

Without you.

Away from,

You

It would hurt

Only.

Doesn't.

I knew, he was no good

And so did you!

Where were you?

To. save. me!

From...

Him.

He, broke me

Completely

Mentally

Physically

Where. were. you?

Blissfully, unaware.

Now you, don't see

These blue eyes

Wet and bloodshot

I blame you

Sometime you are,the reason why

But mainly.

Him.

I'm a shattered mirror

You'll never, fix me

Find, all the parts

Nobody. can!

Where were you?

I needed saving!

Still

Goodbye;

Social life,

Relationships,

Fun.

Trust...

I, try

It's not easy,

Not being able, to trust guys

You can't support me,

I wish you could

Where are you?

Within me.

No matter.

Doesn't mean, it helps

With the way this is killing me!

Do you really love me?

Of course but.

Unconditional love?

I'll never, be able

To give it

I don't want to let

The world see me

They'd never understand

Not after He,

Harassed me

Forced me!

Killed me,

Inside.