Loving Sunshine

4.Sleepy Wonderful Cuddles

Did Chan told the truth to Felix? No, he didn't. He made up lie about his earlier behaviour.
When they got back to dorms all of their members were in their rooms. Probably playing games or doing some other important things.
But Chan didn't understand how can Felix be soo adorable today. He had a feeling Felix is hiding something, but he didn't question it.
If Felix needs my affection and love he shall receive it.
Chan thought to himself.

When Chan came back from shower he stopped at Felix's and Seungmins door because he heard his name being used in their conversation.

-Lix you should tell Chan about your Crush-thing

-I know, but did you see how mad he was at me today? I'm scared that he will hate me. And he lied again to me.

Lixie i wouldn't hate you, even though you love someone else...And I'm sorry, I can't just say that i might feel attraction towards you.

-Yeah, but you need to confess, ya know Changbin and Hyunjin thinks they both have chance with you.

There was silence and now only weak crying was heard. Felix started to cry. He knew it was him, he knows younger too well.

-Lixie don't cry, your crush will love you back, just confess.

-I can't Seungmo, i really like this person but he's the leader.

Did I heard right? Lixie has feelings for another's group leader? My Sunshine... My heart started to feel heavy and i felt mad now. I wanted to run into that damn room and hug Felix tightly.

I backed away from doors and went into my own room. Thankfully I was living alone, because Jisung was now living with Minho. Changbin was at Jeongins and Hyunjins room.

I don't know what to do with this information, I'm relived but at the same time I'm concerned . What did he mean by '' He's the leader''?  Atleast he doesn't love anybody from our team
At this point I bacame sleepy because of practice and thinking so much.

It was probably middle of the night when Chan felt something poke his face and shoulder. He slowly opened his eyes and met another pair of eyes.

-Lix? What's up? Are you okay?

Felix didn't answer he just lifted sheets of Chan's bed and went for a cuddle. He cling on the older burying his face into his chest.

-Channie, can I sleep the rest of the night here?

It was now Bang Chans turn to not answer and just hug Felix tighter.
Sleepy Wonderful Cuddles was all that Chan thought before falling asleep again.

The morning came unnoticed and Chan got up in a bad mood. He was last to leave his room for breakfast. All members noticed leaders not so happy mood but didn't say a thing. They were kind of scared of Chan at the moment.

-Channie hyung? Are you okay?

Jisung decided to be fearless and asked the question that everybody wanted know the answer to.

-Jisung not now okay? I just need time alone.

Chan stood up and left the dorms. Everyone was silent, until Changbin spoke.

-Ya'll heard the boss, let's just all not meddle in his business for now.

After breakfast everyone got their own thing to do. Mostly they all went home to see their families.
Hyunjin asked Felix if he would like to come with him. But Felix refused and said he wanted to sleep and play some games after.

~timeskip~

Freckle:

Hi Chan hyung.
When are you coming back
to dorms?

:Me

Hi Lix. I will be soon
Do you need something?

Freckle;

Boys left the dorms to
visit their families so I was
wondering if you wanted to
hang out with me?

:Me
Sure, i will grab something delicious
Let's do movie marathon today

Freckle:

Sweet!
I will make some brownies!
The ones you like, so
hurry back!!!

Chan smiled at Felix' messages and it did kind of lift up the whole mood.
He wasn't far from dorms so he went to nearby convince store.
He brought something to drink and Felix's favourite snacks.

Chan got back to dorms and when ge opened the door he could smell the sweet smell of brownies. His mouth started to water.

-Honey, I'm home~~~

Chan joked coming in to the kitchen.
Felix looked stunning, he was wearing their matched t-shirt and an apron on top of it. His bare face showed all of his freckles and hair was fluffy.

He's soo adorable...

When they had finished making the snacks and brownies the two boys went to the living room. The small table was covered with sweets and snacks.
The first movie they both watched was Ryan Reynolds movie '' Free Guy''

Chan was lost in his thoughts and didn't notice that he was zoned out even when Felix called his name.

-Bang Christopher Chan!

Felix raised his voice so the older would snap out off whatever the heck he was thinking.

-Yes?! I'm sorry I got distracted, soo which movie next?

Chan felt dumb now. He has his time with Lix now, but he's zoning out.

Lix put his head on Chan's shoulder also massaging his hands and palms.

-Channie, don't lie to me. Tell me what's bothering you... I'm always here to support you.

-Lix....

-don't say it's nothing, I can see and feel that that something is seriously going on in your head.

Now or never, Chan though....

-I'm sorry Felix, I'm just not in the best shape now...

He chickened out.

-That's why we have to stick together so I can check up on you more.

Felix smiled while looking into Chan's eyes.

-And I can check up on you sunshine, do we have a deal?

Felix hugged Chan instead of answering his question. Both boys continued watching movies while cuddling and eventually they both fell asleep on the couch still tangled up in each others arms.

-Looks like both of them are fine now...

Minho smiled coming into the living room.

-Felix made brownies while i was away... Dang it!

Jisung cursed under his nose but still loud enough Minho to hear it.

-Chill squirrel, let them be. Come let's go cuddle too.