She got bullied at school. She was beaten at home. She took the emotional and physical pain for years. She is now eleven. She was standing in the shower shaving her legs and she accidentally cut herself. There was a little bit of blood. She felt the pain, the hurt, she felt unloved, alone, and sad. She thought that if the blade didnt hurt when she did it on accident, then why would it hurt when she did it on purpose? So she took the blade and cur her own skin. She cut her arm.. She cut while her mind filled with horrible thoughts. After she was done, she filled the sink with the blood. For once, she felt like there was something that helped with the pain. The next day at school she forgot that she had cut and rolled up her sleeve. She only had one friend named Amanda. Amanda was sitting with her in class and saw her cuts. She freaked out. She asked, "WHY?! Why did you do this?!?!" The girl replied, "I was hurting and it helped." Amanda went to the guidance counselor. The counselor called her in and asked to see her wrists. The girl showed the counselor. The counselor said she was calling the girls parents. When she got home, her parents beat her. She stopped talking, even to Amanda. She stopped eating. She started failing classes. It started getting so bad that she started cutting every night. Her parents got worried and took her to the doctor's thinking there was something wrong with her. When the doctor pulled up her sleeve to take her blood pressure, she had over 100 cuts on her arms. The doctor make her get undressed to see if there were more. The doctors found some on her thighs, arms, and even her stomach. The doctor said that she had to go to a mental hospital. She was immediately transferred. She stayed there for a week. Her parents didn't visit. Every time she tried calling, they ignored the phone. When she got home they told her that they were disappointed in her. She couldn't take it anymore. She ran up to the bathroom and starred a bath. She grabbed her blade. She wrote her note and then she cut her arm deep enough to where she hit her vein. She immediately started bleeding. When her parents went to find her, they saw her. They immediately started crying. A week later they had her funeral and all the people that bullied her, and said mean things to her were there. But someone was missing.. Amanda didn't show up.
