Stay (Topp Dogg) {Published on Amazon}

Part 33

Thursday

I woke up that morning feeling very sick and very sad. I didn't want to go through with the surgery, not if I can't see or hear both of my babies. I have to though. I have to be there for Emilia.

Kidoh was right there as soon as I woke up. He was right by my side and it made me feel guilty. Emilia isn't his. Emilia is Xero's and I'm taking her away from him.

I don't know what's right or wrong to do in this situation. My mother never prepared me for an accidental pregnancy. I just hope that I'm doing the right thing for Emilia. Xero is too young to take care of her and doesn't have the money. Kidoh has everything though. He can give her everything and that's what she needs.

He looked at me with loving eyes. It just made me feel even more guilty.

There was a knock on the door and in came Xero and Yano. I smiled at them and Yano was kind enough to smile back.

I know that knew about my secret this entire time. He knows what I'm doing right now. I wonder if he feels guilty?

Then I looked to Xero. His eyes are so full of sadness. He could cry, but he doesn't want to. Xero's face shows nothing but sadness. I can't stand it.

There was another knock on the door and a nurse walked in. "I'm just here to give you some drugs that will help you get through the surgery easier," she said with a smile.

The boys sat on the couch together, Yano between the two brothers. They looked uncomfortable, as if it pained them to sit together.

When the nurse left, Kidoh jumped back to my side. "I'm going to go suit up in my blue outfit they gave me, okay?" He told me. I nodded my head and he left.

My body was starting to feel a little numb. Xero stood up quickly as soon as Kidoh left. He walked over to my bed side. "I want to be in the surgery room with you when the baby comes. I want to hold my daughters," he said strongly.

I shook my head, "No, you're not. We made an agreement that Kidoh wouldn't know. If you go in there then he'll just question it."

Yano stood up then and placed his hand on Xero's shoulder. "Yeah, man. That would ruin everything we've been trying to hide."

Xero shrugged Yano's arm off. He looked rather annoyed. "Fine, then I'll tell him. I want to hold my daughters when they're born."

"No, Xero, if you do this then I'll forbid you to ever see them," I said with my own sense of finality.

"They're my children, Hyein!" He suddenly shouted.

Kidoh walked through the door slowly and peered over his shoulder. "What exactly is going on?" He asked.

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