Tap. Tap. Tap.
The sound fills the halls. Only one pair of shoes tap against these floors. The shoes of a doll who feels the need to pay for his sins. A doll who once had a beautiful life. Was the center of everything. Now, tho, he was the piece of dust that had blowed away from the pack.
He spent his days cleaning the dry and lonely place. Having no rest as the robot dog wouldn't let him. It watched his ever move. He feared for his own life, in the place that use to be under his control.
He was unhappy, and filled with guilt. He wanted to take it all back. Tho, to him, it was all to late for apologies. He could not turn back time. Even tho, he wish he could. He looked up to the sky, that was grey and cold. Even it seemed to hate him. He hoped that one day would come back and forgive him for all that he has done.
Tho, that hope was stolen. It's been years and they never have. He didn't exist to them anymore. He wished that they would let him in, to try again. To look at a clean sky, even if it was going to be his last time.
He could no longer look in the mirror. It hurt to see his blond hair messy, blue eyes dull. His suit ripped beyond repair. He sighed and sat on his bed. Crying, even if no one could here him, it felt like it.
He was useless. He couldn't take it. It hurt so bad. He felt his heart break. One by one the pieces fell. He tried to pick them back up, just for them to fall apart.
He was tired of trying, working and living with himself. Who would care if he just left? Someone did care but he didn't know. Someone that walked to his house and knocked on his door. Someone who would help him feel better. Even better than before.
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Dancing together (Lou x Nolan)
FanfictionLou has been taken down, and has had his eyes open for the very first time. He feels alone and useless till Nolan decides to change that. Nolan has changed over time, ruling everything, but still wishes for Lou. Will Nolan light up his life, or make...
