ding ding ding. I hit my alarm. As I walk into my bathroom. I get a text message from Danielle's mom. (Conversation begins)
Hey ivy Danielle won't be at school for the next week or so.
Why?!!
She has been really sick lately.
Okay, I will be praying.
Thank you honey.
(End of conversation)
I started crying right after I received that message. Danielle was the only person who got me. Alia and me weren't best friends and we never really hung out if July or Danielle weren't there. July was always mad at me for little things. She always judged me. One day at lunch I walk up to her. She asks me what's wrong with my hair. I told her it was my natural hair. I went home that day crying. One day before Christmas break she asked me why I was wearing those boots. I told her I liked them. She gave me a weird look. I also went home crying that day. The only true friend I had was Danielle or Jillian. Sadly they both have eating disorders. I can barely be around them. It makes me so sad. In basically watching my friends slowly kill them selfs. Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me I can lie to people so easily.
The bus is here I walk on it. Sit next to Jillian and we're off. There's this boy. His name is David. He is basically my best guy friend. He is the weird annoying kid. My friends always joke around and say it's the nerd couple. David likes me but I could never date him. It would break our friendship. I walk into my history class and sit in my group. You could call us the messed up people. Our crab- fabulous group is made up of Danielle, Jillian , Saige, me , and my gay best friend. Issac. 3 out of 5 of us have anorexia. 3 out of 5 of us cut. 5 out of 5 of us are depressed. 1 out of 5 of us are gay. Then there's me I can't cut myself I just can't. I want to but I can't. So are group is pretty much the sadness group ever. Poor Saige her mom was a survivor of cancer yet they think it has come back. Are group may be made up of the nerdy depressed people but we are sure the best hearted group. The bell rings. Class is over. I run into the bath room crying I get another text from Danielle's mom. Danielle's I the hospital. Her parents found out about her anorexia. I'm crying I the bath room. When Clara walks in . I stop and try to be quiet. BITCH I know your in here. She tries to open the door. I grab the knife that was in my bag. I cling it as hard as I can. GET AWAY FROM ME!!! I scream. GET AWAY. July walks I the bath room. GET OUT OF HERE SLUT. July was the brave one. She always had your back. Even though she gave her opinion about everything she was my best friend. July punches Clara. I open the bathroom stall door. July is standing there. Clara is on the floor and we start laughing. This is why July is my best friend
