"Let's move on and be happy together again." Mga salitang nagbalik ng ngiti sa aking labi at gumising sa mga paru-parung mahimbing na natutulog. :)
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin kaya napatitig na lang ako kanya.
His consistency during the courting stage makes me fall inlove with him. His words and actions bring back the butterflies in my stomach.
He surprised me with some gifts and went to my place to see me and celebrate my birthday together.
Masayang natapos ang celebration ng aking kaarawan. Pagod pero worth it kasi kasama ko yong mga taong mahalaga sa buhay ko.
"I have gift for you." Inabot ko yong box. I gave him a led night lamp na may couple hands pinky swear design. I engraved the date today "01.22.2022."
"What's this? It's not my birthday, it's your birthday today."
He opened the box
I smiled. :)
"Yes"
"Really? I love you Pan!"
"I love you too, Andalian!"
Next morning.
"Good morning, I love you!." I hugged him. He hugged me back tightly and kissed my forehead.
"I cooked pancit canton and sunny side up, your favorite." He smiled and say, "Thank you, I love you!"
"I love you too!" :)
Next day.
We went to a resort with him together with my family and friends.
Seeing him being comfortable with family makes me happy. I closed my eyes and say, "Thank you G!"
Nagulat ako nung may mga brasong biglang yumakap sa akin.
He hugged me and whisper in my ears, "Thank you and I love you, Pan!." I feel the butterflies in my stomach again.
I hugged him back, "I love you too, Andalian! Thank you for making me feel loved and special."
Ako yong tipo ng tao na excited mag swimming pero hindi marunong lumangoy. Haha!
Bumaba ako sa pool and he hold my hands.
"Wag kang matakot, nandito lang ako." I smiled and syempre kinilig nanaman. Haha!
Umahon na kami sa pool para kumain. And then nagkayayaan mag picture.
He pulled me closer to him. I was surprised when he kissed my forehead. Then
"Click". I heard my friends saying, "Sana all."
Here we go again, nagwawala nanaman ang mga paru-paru sa aking tiyan. Haha!
We are back to LDR but we were both happy. He always update me without asking him. Morning and late night phone calls, VC's even I love you's are consistent.
"Good morning. Magbreakfast kana po diyan. I love you, Pan."
I smiled while replying, " Good morning! I love you too, Andalian!"
Nasanay ako sa ganong routine. Matutulog na kausap siya, at boses niya ang una kong maririnig pagkagising.
I feel loved again.
"I love you"
"Ingat ka palagi"
"I miss you so much"
"Wag mo akong iiwan ha"
Mga salitang nagbibigay ingay sa mga paru-parung nasa aking tiyan.
But one day, bigla na lang siyang nagbago. No update and now I'm the one who's begging for his attention.
I asked him, "Are we okay pa ba?"
He replied, "Yes."
Those cold short reply, makes the butterflies stop for moving.
Next day
1 message received.
From My Happiness:
"Sorry"
"Hindi ko pa pala kaya"
"Patawarin mo ako"
Mga huling salitang nagpakawala ng mga paru-paru mula sa akin.
Ang mga ngiti ay naging hikbi.
Kung gaano niya kabilis sinambit ang salitang "I love you", ganon ko rin kabilis naramdaman ang salitang "Its not you."
Our names are proofs that our love story is PanAndalian lamang.
