"I'm done, I'm done! I'm fucking done okay?" Said jayeon as she walked across the parking lot. "Done? What do you mean done-"
"I'm tired okay? I'm tired of following you around all the time. I'm tired of loving you without expecting anything back! I've tried, I've tried so hard to break that tough rock wall that you've built around yourself but i can't! I am human too Taehyung, I have feelings. I'm not some type of toy you can play with when you're bored and then throw away after you've had your fun. You've played with my feelings far too long. I just can't take it anymore"
"Jayeon-" Taehyung tried to grab her hand but stopped immediately after her next words
"I should've left with jungkook when i had the chance"
"...excuse me?" Taehyung stopped dead in his tracks.
"Yeah, you heard me. I regret leaving the only person that actually cared for me" Jayeon turned around, now looking Taehyung in the eyes
"The only one- are you fucking serious? You really think i don't care about you? After all the shit I've been through to keep you safe? And you say i don't care about you?" Taehyung spoke loudly, dumbfounded
"Everything you've done? My apologies Mr. Kim, but all you've ever done was make me believe we could be something more and then act like what we had wasn't real... as if what we had was just a fragment of my imagination." Screamed Jayeon, deep emotion evident in her tone "You have destroyed me Kim Taehyung. I loved you, i really did" she whispered, almost inaudibly
"You believed what you wanted to believe Jayeon. I never forced you and you know that." Taehyung spoke, agitated. "Also, loved? What, you don't love me anymore? You like that thing now?-"
"-jungkook, he has a name you know"
"Jungkook. You like him now? Huh?"
"I- it's none of your business anymore" Jayeon looked away, too full of anger and pettiness to give him an explanation
"Wow.. weren't you acting all high and mighty just now? About the deep love you felt for me?" Taehyung laughed "Was it easy? Huh? For you to say you loved me and then go back on your words when some other guy's dick was presented to you huh? Respond Jayeon! Did you think i didn't know what you and that son of a bitch would do behind my back?!"
"...what do you mean?" Jayeon said in a venomous tone
"I mean that you are a lying filthy whore that acts all innocent in order to get your way!"
"What- a whore? Acting innocent? What are you on about now taehyung!" She asked, dumbfounded
"It's the truth. That's what you are. Don't act like you and that fucker never slept together! Thank god Aylee told me about the shit you've been doing with that bastard or else who knows how deep i would've fallen into your trap. I can't believe i actually thought you loved me." he scoffed "And to think that i had felt something for you too..." He whispered looking down with an almost defeated frown.
He straightens back up and gives jayeon an unreadable expression "i should've expected this though. You're just like any other fling I've ever had. So utterly selfish and disgusting" Spoke Taehyung with venom escaping through his cherry tinted lips
"...oh?" Laughed Jayeon "So that's what you think of me? Ha! Says the man with almost every std in the book! How ironic." She stopped laughing and gave him a stone cold expression. "I bet you didn't think i knew about you and Aylee. I know you slept with her multiple times while we had our so called 'fling'. I might be oblivious but I'm not stupid taehyung. You're so hypocritical, seriously."
Taehyung gives her a cold glare as she walks up to him. He opens his mouth to say something but stops when Jayeon continues speaking "If that's how you really think of me..." She scoffs "Don't ever try to contact me again, and if you do, I'll make sure you regret it. I'm not going to stay and try to work things out with someone that thinks im a selfish and disgusting whore" she turns around to walk back to her car, trying her best to hold in the tears that were threatening to fall
She isn't successful though, as Taehyung doesn't fail to notice a single tear fall down one of Jayeons beautiful brown eyes. And that's when it hit him. The gravity of his words and how untrue and hurtful they were. He had truly fucked up. He was blinded by jealousy and spite that he hurt the one he loved most. The one who was there for him during his worst and best moments. Jayeon. His jayeon.
"Wait Jayeon-" He grabbed her hand
Jayeon pulled her hand back harshly, making a little gasp escape from taehyungs mouth "Save it Taehyung. You've said enough. If you really believe all the shitty things you said about me, then you're better off staying away from me. Wouldn't like to taint you"
"No- i didn't mean-"
"And for your information, jungkook has and always will be, a brother to me. Nothing more, nothing less. Not that that would've changed anything." Jayeon murmured "Goodbye Kim Taehyung. Have a great fucking life."
"J-jayeon i-"
She got into her car and drove away leaving a sad and heartbroken Taehyung behind.
And that's when Taehyung realized, he had lost the love of his life.
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okay tbh- i kinda slayed- it's my frost time writing something like this so- yeah... i hope you liked it :3
also y'all should listen to the song. it's really good :>
