Emma Chota

The talk

"I'm not discussing this anymore! You made your decision"
"I made the wrong one, Emma please! I'm sorry"
"I needed you and what were you doing? I needed you to answer the phone, I needed to hear your voice, to talk to you." He infuriates me, I can't stand it. He thinks he can just come back here and get me back after sleeping with Kara. I needed him.
"Emma I'm sorry" he says attempting to grab my hand which I fling out of his "please I love you"
Silence.
"Yes Emma I love you understand. I love you more than I have loved anyone else ever." This time when he grabs my hand I let him take it, I can't look him in the face. I love him too, but I can't forgive him. He abandoned me, just like Kayla, just like my parents just like everyone. "Emma?" He says, worry in his eyes, only then I notice I am crying.
"I can't do this right now" I said standing up and ripping my hand from his like before, this is my room but I need to go someplace else, I can't ask Leo to leave, i just bolt, out the door, through the halls. Immediately feeling lightheaded I slow, I see Kara's room and holding to the wall to keep myself from falling over make my way. I can't make it. I sit myself down at a waiting chair and catch my breath. Damn, the nurses here are really bad at monitoring my intake. I haven't eaten in two days, how did I get away with that? Who cares I did. Shit! Kenji I gotta get up, act like I'm okay.
I make it to kara's doorway before I collapse