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Ellie's P.o.v
I heard crying coming from the guest bedroom, I peered around the corner to see Danny crying on the edge of the bed. I think about just leaving him alone, but something drives me towards him. I silently walk into the room, and when I'm around five feet away from him, I talk. "Danny, are you okay?"
Danny shoots his head up, looking awfully suprised. He wipes the tears away from this cheeks, but he knows that I saw him crying. "Yeah, uh, yeah I'm perfectly fine," he said while sniffling.
"You're clearly not fine Danny," I said, staring into his deep blue eyes.
We stared at eachother for a moment. Thinking. "I'll tell you my story if you tell me yours," Danny was clearly interested.
"I guess," He mumbled.
I prepared myself mentally for what was about to happen. I sat down next to Danny and started rambling. "When I was eight, my parents got divorced, because I was," I couldn't finish my sentence.
But I let out a big breath and said it "I was raped,"
Danny's eyes got wide, his arms wrapped around my body, keeping me warm. "I'm so sorry Ellie," he mumbles into my neck.
His warm breath tickled my neck. "But," I said.
He ended the hug and looked at me again. It wasn't just another person that raped me," I gulped.
It was my dad, he raped me," Danny was speechless.
His eyes were filled with sorrow and remorse. He hugged me once again. he soon let go, and looked into my eyes once again. "I don't have parents, I grew up on the streets," His eyes were getting watery.
I didn't know what to say, I felt terrible for thinking he had a perfect life. "Why did your parents leave you?" I looked into his deep blue eyes.
"They were drunks," he rolled his eyes, his cheeks stained with tears.
"I'm so sorry Danny,"
Danny and I just sat there, hugging eachother for what felt like forever. I was content. Just sitting there, in his arms, with his curly hair tickling my nose. We let go of eachother, I looked at his shirt and noticed the tear stain on it. Danny noticed it too. He got up and took off his shirt. Damn, he definetly not insecure. I examined his body, he was not muscular, which I found strangely attractive. I actually hated it when guys were too muscular. I shook my head, realizing I was staring. Danny giggled and sat next to me on his bed. He inched his head closer to me, waiting to see if I'd approve of his future actions, I leaned in a little and barely nodded. He smashed his lips into mine, his breath did not taste like mint, but it was a sweet taste, like strawberries. His lips were so soft on my own, he was slow and soft, obviously knowing that I had never kissed a guy before. Danny disconnected our lips, leaning his forehead on my own. I was speechless, I didn't want to get attached. After whet happened when I was eight, I swore to never become involved with a boy, but here I was. Ashamed of myself, I ran away, leaving Danny alone in his room. Before I knew it, tears started falling down my cheeks, I was an ugly crier I ran into my room, locked the door, and cried. I promised to never do it again, but here I was, sitting here with a blade. You can probably guess what happend next. I hated myself so much. I wanted to die. But I promised my mom. So before I could create another wound on the surface of my pale skin, I put the blade down. I looked at the clock and noticed that it was around one am. I yawned, got up, and took out bandages, covering my wrists up with them. I shuffle over to my bed lazily, I had no energy. This is what eating disorders do to you, you get cold easily, have a possibility of fainting, and have no energy. It's terrible. But there is one really good thing about them, you get skinny. Everytime I eat a high calorie snack, I instantly regret it. sometimes I'll even throw it up to avoid weight gain. I don't even consider what I do as an eating disorder, I like to think of it as a low calorie diet. I pulled my covers over me, and soon fell asleep with the feeling of regret.
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