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10. Late night confessions

L U C A S
5th October, 2021 (2:25am)

I don't know how I got here but I am. I'm outside his house just like I was last week coming here to study but then I had to ruin it but now I have something else on my mind. Confession. Yes confessing my undying love for him.

Fuck I'm joking. I really don't know what I am doing here at half two in the morning outside his door with no jacket on just a tank top and sweat pants. I have no clue what I am about to say and I can literally say that I am shitting balls.

Okay I can't do that I'll just say that I feel like I am going to pee my pants.

I feel like this is so wrong but so right at the same time. Instead of going to the door I go round the back dodging the cameras like I did when I was a child. I hop over the fence going round the side to
see the balcony doors open slightly for some air.

Damn is he looking to get burglarise or what?

I start climbing up the pipes with a little help with the tall tree beside his balcony. I can neither confirm or deny that I almost slipped five times but we all been knew.

I hopped up on to the ledge. Looking in through the window too see him sleeping in his bed peacefully. Fuck do I even want to wake him up?

Yes - Angel left shoulder

No - devil right shoulder

Great now I am seeing fucking angels and demons. That's just great. Fan-fucking-tastic.

Because I am nice I knock on his window a few times hoping that he can hear but to no luck he doesn't stir one bit. I huff looking around the place before I see a water bottle in his bin reaching over to grab from outside.

I could have just went inside and grabbed it and went back outside but even though we are friends and I had done it before waking up on his couch and him not even questioning it. This is completely different.

So with that I take the bottle with my whole body still outside I open the door slightly more making more coldness to go inside making him stir in his sleep as he opens his eyes slightly before he shot up in his bed to staring at me...

Whom is standing outside his balcony door with a water bottle in my hand right to aim it at his balls.

"What the fuck, Lucas" he screeched getting up from his bed.

I should've just opened the door the whole time, again say it with me, fan-fucking-tastic.

"Hi" I mumbled with a small smile.

"What are you doing here?" He says fully standing up walking over to me, "and why are you standing out side with no bloody coat?!" He narrows his brows at me as I wave him off throwing the bottle back into the bin.

"I wanted to come see you and for the coat part.. I forgot?"

I didn't.

"What do you want?" Aiden asks walking over to his dresser grabbing a hoodie for himself and one for me? He walks back over handing me a hoodie as our hands touch briefly before he brought his back to his side making me frown.