They say I'm a star

Here I am relieving my glory days as a senior in high school, I remember all those dances. Especially Cry, that was my favorite. I always wished they would show our full dances but they never did, I miss being on the show but its great Clara is on it now, her talent is shining through the screen, though I'm a tad biased. I love being able to watch the reruns of when I was on and now with Clara on it, she's just so cute on screen. I just wish I could've said that the show made it a tad easier for me to get my role here in broadway but it didn't. I had to work twice as hard than most other people, I had to make sure only my dad was involved. It was a hard thing to tell my mom. I'm so happy that Dance Moms is still going strong but I just wish they had a different view of my mother, sister and I. I just wish they showed all of us the way we are, but then again it didn't affect Paige, Brooke, or Chloe as much. Paige and Chloe are Rocketts, I'm so proud of them. Brooke is in Cirque though she's soon going to end and go on to college, she got into Juilliard. Abby already has a spot for her as a choreographer. I mean Kenzie is still in school dancing and having fun so she hasn't thought about continuing her career much after. Nia I'm so proud of her she made it into the Lion King cast! Kendall well much hasn't changed with her, her feet are still sickled as all hell. I mean I guess it's normal for someone who was at her old studio, but she has improved so much. Kenzie, Kendall and I were what was left for a while competing every weekend with solos each. I'm gone from the Senior Elite competition team, so now out of the original 7 there's only 2 left. My mom and Kenzie and Jill and Kendall go away every weekend with a whole new group. Both Kendall and Kenzie are so far ahead though. They occasionally are "ringers" for Abby so they end up being back on the show. Sometimes it's a bit harder for them to dance down a couple of levels but I guess that's how Brookie felt with us sometimes. I can't say I blame Brooke at certain points for wanting to leave. I just wish we could do one last competition again. Maybe that's why I can't get over the fact that we kind of just dispersed; or so it seemed. I miss these days, even all the crying at times. We were a big dysfunctional family and I'm so happy that even though we all went down separate paths we see each other every Christmas and thanksgiving. Our moms stopped fighting after they started to ease into the other crew of crazy dance moms.