My mother is the fun of hurting other people's feelings and I never got used to be able to ignore. I used to scare to talk to people felt myself useless.
Always find a dark corners to cry.
One day I took chance to leave everyone and get out.
Then I found myself that I'm not that someone who always scared of everything and such a capable for everything.
And now after 10 years I am so thirty of living with family and got together again and the same day went back to the same as old times.
Now I'm looking for the dark spots again!
