Bipolar Love

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(What i think)

I Love Him.
And i will forever love him
I just hope he waits
For Me.
one last time.
i just need time to figure things out.
i want him.
i really do.
but i dont think he realizes it.
hes amazing.
hes perfect.
he'll do anything to make me happy
he makes me laugh.
there are so many reason why i love him
but its hard being in a relationship knowing that sb who u waited on for so fucking long finally wants you
why though?
why does he want me?
i havent changed.im the same person i used to be.
so for what reason does he want me?
wish i knew.
wish we cried in eachothers arms while explaining our feelings
wish we ask eachother about our feelings
wish we cared so much to ask "How was your day?:)" every night
wish i could change everything just to be with him bc by the time i get out of my relationship..another girl will take him and replace me
im scared of losing him to one of his prettier girl bestfriends
ill be honest......

Im Scared Of Being Replaced
im scared ill lose him
im scared he won't want me anymore

im scared he'll lose feelings then ill have to wait for him again.

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