𝓣𝓱𝓮 107𝓽𝓱- Bucky x Y/N {𝘍𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳}

Part 7

You started having a nightmare, you were training. You were dreaming about guns, shootings, fighting. But before the nightmare ended you saw yourself with a gun pointed at someone. You were asking them something but it was unclear.

Then you shot them. You woke up immediately and lifted your head up swiftly. You looked around. You spooked Bucky a little. You guessed it was probably 4-5 or the morning. "Hey, are you okay?!" You heard Bucky say. You looked at him and didn't answer.

"Y/n, did you have a nightmare?" Bucky sounded very concerned. You hesitated. You didn't want to talk about what had happened in your head. You sort of looked around for a minute. Bucky glanced at you a little. You could tell you were on the freeway.

You could feel your eyes get heavy. You leaned your head back on Bucky's shoulder again. He adjusted himself so he had one hand on the wheel. He wrapped his arm around your middle so you wouldn't be as uncomfortable.

You looked at him. He glanced down at you then went back to looking at the road. "It's okay, you can go back to sleep. We're going back to my apartment." You were too tired to respond. You watched the road for a minute. Bucky adjusted his hand a little. You closed your eyes again. You heard Bucky say something but it was muffled. You went to sleep.

Bucky POV

I looked down at y/n. She was starting to fall asleep. "You're so... peaceful..." I looked back at the road and thought for a moment. I remembered just several hours ago in a bar. There was someone singing and playing piano. They had the same exact hair color as y/n.

Y/n POV

You felt the car slow down a little. The car was off but the heater was still on. Bucky was looking at you. He loosened his grip on you. You woke up a little bit. "C'mon y/n, let's go inside and you can sleep a little longer." You thought for a moment.

You glanced at Bucky's hand. No one had ever treated you so softly, so kindly. A tear streamed down from your eye. "Hey, hey what's wrong?" Bucky looked into your eyes and wiped the tear off your cheek.

"Why are you being so nice to me?" you tried holding back all the tears. Bucky hesitated. "Because... for some reason... I think I know you more than you know me... and I've never actually gotten the chance to care for someone..." You tried holding back more tears. You both stared a little longer.

"C'mon let's go inside." You got out of the car and went inside. You were so exhausted so you sat on Bucky's couch. He came over and sat next to you after locking the door. You let another tear roll down your face. "Is it too overwhelming?" Bucky asked, leaning forward. You shook your head. You didn't want to talk. You had never been cared for like this before.

You laid your head on Bucky's lap. He exhaled deeply. You were already drifting off to sleep so he grabbed a blanket from off the floor and threw it over you. He laid back against the couch and let you sleep.

A couple minutes later you felt his hand on you. He was trying to massage your muscles. You released tension you didn't know you had in you. You started to fall asleep again. You eventually did and Bucky just sat there, resting his hand on your back.

You woke up not too long after that. Bucky wasn't sitting on the couch anymore. It was probably 9AM by now. You sat up all the way and looked around. You heard the floorboards creaking. Bucky walked out with a towel wrapped around his waist.

He didn't notice you. His left arm looked weird; it was navy blue and gold. Bucky finally looked over and saw that you were awake. He had turned towards you. "Hey, you're awake." You were looking at his arm and his abs.

Bucky glanced at his arm. "Oh.." he looked at you. "... It's kind of hard to explain right now, but if you wait I can tell you more but pretty much my left arm fell off." You didn't say anything, just looked. "Oh I should probably get dressed."

He walked back down the hallway. You got up all the way and found your bag. You got up and looked for the bathroom. Bucky's bedroom door was open. You could see him pulling on a t-shirt and a leather jacket. You went into the bathroom. You put on black leggings, a gray shirt, combat boots, and a black zip up jacket. You put your hair in a half up ponytail. You walked out of the bathroom and bumped into Bucky. "Ok guess you're ready." You both headed out to the car.

"So how many hours do you have left to kill Zemo?" Bucky asked, getting in the car. You looked at the time. "Only a couple hours but I think I might have a plan." He looked at you as you started the car. "What do you mean you think?"

"Well, if we can't find Zemo and kill him in the next couple of hours, I go to or call my boss and say we lost Zemo and we can't find him, if that is the case anyways, and see what happens after." Bucky looked at you for a minute.

"Alright, let's go find Zemo, again." You used your GPS again to try to look for Zemo. The computer found nothing. You got nervous for a moment. Suddenly your boss called. You looked at Bucky then answered. "Hello sir." You said. "Hello y/n, as you may be aware you only have 3 hours to kill Zemo if you haven't already. And I'm not sure if I've made you aware of the consequences yet," you looked at Bucky again. "But if you are unable to kill Zemo, you won't be able to aim a gun right."

You got nervous. "Do I make myself clear?" You swallowed. "Yes.. sir." "Good." he hung up. You put your phone down and leaned your head on the wheel for a moment. "Why do you let him treat you like that y/n?" "What?" You said looking at Bucky. "You let him abuse you y/n." you thought for a moment. "Because if I don't do as he says I won't have a place to say, I know nobody else, and I barely remember anything from my past." You had another flashback.

Except this time you were sitting in the back of an army truck. You were holding a gun and the person sitting Infront of you looked like Bucky and cap was sitting right next to him. The flashback stopped.

"Ok and what if you do get fired? You know me, I have a place you can stay." You looked at Bucky. "Then I'll be useless. I won't have a job, I don't have any other skills." It was quiet. "You have other skills, I know it. You just need time." You laughed a little. "Yeah time is the only thing I don't have." Suddenly a black SUV pulled up Infront of you. And your boss's guards got out of the car. One of them came up to your car. You opened the door.

"Ma'am, the boss would like to speak with you in person." You nodded and the guard stepped back. You looked at your phone. The call didn't ever stop. Your boss has just heard everything you said.