𝓣𝓱𝓮 107𝓽𝓱- Bucky x Y/N {𝘍𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳}

Part 15

You grabbed everything from your room and made the bed. You put your bag in the living room. you went to check on Bucky. You opened his door to see him staring out the window. You walked over to him. "Are you alright Buck?" He looked at you. "Yeah.. I'm.. fine just thinking" he continued to look out the window. "Is it about.. earlier..?" He breathed in.

"Yes.." you could see his eyes fall to the floor. "Even though I said I'd do it.. I wish I didn't... He caused me so much pain.. But I just.. hate killing people..." You looked at him for a moment. You hugged him tightly. Even though you had a similar life to his and never knew how to show affection, it came naturally to you. He hugged you back. "Sam's waiting for us."

He nodded. "Let's get going then." you let go and grabbed your things. You all got on the jet and headed home. (Red Skull's body is being kept in a separate part of the jet) it wasn't too long until you got back. You helped Sam clean up the jet a bit.

You were walking through the compound when you walked into a large open area. The sun was setting. You stopped to look at it. It was so peaceful out here. It calmed you. Bucky had stopped beside you to watch as well. You both watched it get lower in the sky. It painted the clouds with colorful pinks and purples. It was beautiful. "You know.. even though my memory was wiped I remember this one time.. while I was on a mission in Berlin.. the sunset was beautiful. Probably the most beautiful I had ever seen. But there's only one thing more beautiful than that sunset.." he smiled.

You looked at him. "What?" He looked at you. "You" you blushed. He put his hand on your face. He leaned in and kissed you. "You're such a lover boy." you said smiling. He laughed. "Steve always told me that.. and he's right." you both smiled and headed back home. You got to his apartment and unpacked your things. It was getting darker. "Y/n?" you heard Bucky say. "Yeah?" You said, looking for him. He came to the living room. "Um.." he was playing with his hands "would you sleep in my room tonight..?" "Yeah, of course I can." he half smiled. After putting everything away you put on shorts and a different t-shirt.

You brushed your teeth and put your hair in a braid. You went to his room. He was just about to climb in. He smiled at you again. You were both facing each other. "You look worried." you said to him. He sighed "I am... I know I'm gonna have a nightmare about... Today..." His smile faded. "It's ok, I'm here." You said getting closer. "I know.. that's sort of why I asked you to sleep with me tonight." after a couple seconds of silence he rested his head on you.

He clung to you like he did last night. You rubbed his back softly. His heartbeat was slowing (he's not dying) and his breathing steadied. "Thank you so much doll.. without you I don't know what I would do" you smiled. "Your welcome James" You could feel his heartbeat get faster again. He was blushing. "You've never called me James before... Well you have but.." he looked at you. He leaned on his arm to kiss you. He laid back down. "Goodnight doll" He said, snuggling you like a stuffed animal.

"Goodnight" you said back. You fell asleep. Your dream was another flashback.

You were walking on a sidewalk by a park. You were holding his hand. The trees were all wrapped in Christmas lights. As much as you loved the holidays, you loved this walk with Bucky more. You walked a little longer before reaching a bridge.