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Warnings ⚠️ : mentioning panic attacks, vomiting .
The house was empty , every member was in his family house , enjoying the week off given by the company , even the aussie felix got invited by seungmin's mom to spend the week with them .
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nd then here is chan .
Lonely , sitting in front of his laptop screen , trying to produce a song ,but nothing came to his brain really .
"channie hyung i'm gonna sleep now , do you want anything from me ? "
"You didn't leave ?"
Chan asked surprisingly , seeing hyunjin not packing up his suitcase .
"No , my mom is not home , and we only got a week so ..i thought i'll spend it up here in the dorms , with you ! We have to record red lights too remember?"
Chan was feeling awkward.
Was it because of him ? Hyunjin isnt seeing his family because of him !
"Are you sure ?"
His brain started giving him bad thoughts again .
"Yeah hyung ! It's gonna be fun "
Hyunjin smiled sweetly .
"Can i sleep with you tonight ? The house is empty so .."
"Yeah sure ,id like too ! But i'll be on the studio on 4 am so ..."
"It's okay , imma get my blanket and pillow , wait for me ! "
Hyunjin was sweet ...chan though ...maybe having hyunjin with him can ease his insomnia a bit ?
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"Here , move your ass i'm tired "
Said hyunjin , throwing his blanket and pillow on chan 's face , dramatically .
"Why did you get your blanket ? We can share mine tho !"
"No , mine is fluffy and pink , yours is light and dark "
"You know that you're 22 right ?"
"And you're half 50 "
Hyunjin smacked chan's ass playfully and hugged him from his back .
The unusual thing was that chan was wearing thic clothes in bed , what made hyunjin curious .
The night passed quickly , but chan's time was on the slow motion mood .
Every minute was a whole hour.
Chan didnt sleep .
Chan was turning in his bed again and again trying to find a comforting way to lay down his non resting body .
His insomnia was worst when he's nervous .
He somehow turned to his other side again , hopping he wont wake hyunjin ,but the younger was a deep sleeper anyways ,so nothing seems to wake him up .
He half smiled at how cute hyunjin was .
His stomach was cramping painfully , and everything was ok fire , even his chest .
God was he dying?
The world was on mute , he heard nothing but his loud ,.fast heart beats , and something far away ,but sounds like it's about to beat the life outta him .
He quickly stood up , trying not to shake hyunjin , making his way straight to the bathroom .
Hyunjin 's side was cold , he tried reaching out for the older , craving for some warmth but chan wasnt bed anymore .
"Chan?"
He called .
But no answer , all that he could hear is a
The echo of chan's painful coughs and choking .
He stood up , following the only light that was on in the house .
The downstairs bathroom .
He knoked the door after finding it was locked .
Chan never like people seeing him throwing up , and since he cant control being loud, locking the doors became his daily habit .
"How bad is it ?"
Hyunjin asked behind the door .
But chan didnt hear him anyways , he was still choking on his own , and it did get worst .
Hyunjin sat on the cold ground , hopping this shit to be over .
"God you okay ?"
Asked hyunjin , quickly standing up while scanning the boy's body in front of him , after hearing the door getting unlocked .
He held him back , and supported half of his body weight to the living room .
"Chan what's wrong ? Are you in pain ?hey hey look at me "
And he did , brown big eyes met hyunjin's ,
And the younger was seeing nothing but pure pain .
"Look , you lay down here ,i'll get you something from the pharmacy here , dont move okay ? I-
"No it's okay "
Chan whispered , covering his face .
"I'm exhausted and you dont even know the way to the pharmacy do you ? "
Chan said , making hyunjin sigh in desapointement .
He leaned back on the couch taking deep breaths .
He was fucked up .
"Rest a bit , i'll get you some warm tea "
Hyunjin rubbed chan's wet curls , making his way to their messy kitchen .
" C'mon seungmin where did you put your tea bags "
He thought loudly .
"Aha ! "
While boiling the water , he quickly massaged felix , knowing how well the aussies were close to each others.
