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Chelsea's pov

I lay on my big brothers lap watching soccer. "Bed guys!" My mom said. She's so annoying. "Mommm. I'm 17. Can't I stay up a little later" I told her. "Nope. Go." She said. "It's not fair that Matt gets to stay up at I don't!" I said loudly. "Yeh but the difference is hun... he's 20." She said to me. "Fine I'll go." I said sulking. "Good girl" she answered. "Night blue" my brother told me. He liked to call me that. Don't ask me why. I never know with him. He's confusing. He's constantly going on about how perfect his girlfriend is and it does my head in. I've never had much luck with romance. Even when I have tried it had never worked...not with boys anyway. I question myself every day. I was raised in a Christian background so...I can't be gay. It's wrong...but it's what I feel. I feel hopeless most of the time but I try move past it. I hate keeping it bottled up and I know part of it isn't a good idea but I'm scared. Scared of the things they will say. Scared that they will reject me and hate me. I mean I have had crushes on boys but I'm not sure if they were ever real or I just let myself believe they were. One person who I know wouldn't care about who I lived is jojo siwa. It's random but man...the s*** that girl has got me through is unimaginable. I don't know her personally but I feel like I do? It's hard to explain.

Itsjojosiwa

Itsjojosiwa bae is back 😆

chelsea_ why do ur feet look gigantic in this 😭
itsjojosiwa ^ cause they are 😁

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I literally threw my phone in the air when I seen she replied. I mean come on...she's freaking adorable. Her personality is genuine and she super sweet. Id marry her if I was allowed to. I was scrolling through my Instagram when I seen her name pop up in my notifications. My jaw went wide. I've lost my marbles.

Chelsea_

Chelsea_ just hangin with bestie 😎
itsjojosiwa okay now this js bf and gf goals
Chelsea_ ^ jojo...that's my brother. I don't do boyfriends.
Itsjojosiwa ^ oh 😅

Is she stalking me? This is a dream. We could be best friends. Oh my god. Jojo siwa as my best friend. I think yes.

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