Zayn Malik's little secret

"Go Zayn Go Zayn " they were all shouting, wonder why???

Hi Guys....

first off sorry for not updating in like a week that is if u r interested ..:) secondly thanx for 600+ views/reads .. Ik that writers here have 10000's reads but as I am a starter it means alot.. and just to let you all know I am writing A Harry Srtyles fanfic next.... cant wait to start on in it but thats not happening till I finish this one ...

I work my level best at writing this and I hope y'all like it.... and the reason for not updating is that i am going through an apparently depressing period of my life... the one in which u dont know what to do and u just feel like a worthless piece who doesnt fit anywhere in the jigsaw of people around u..where u cry yourself to sleep at night or otherwise stay up all night staying sad and stuff so yah thats pretty much all but its not that easy if u look from my pov....

sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy if i bothered u guys with rant about my life but seriously thats what i felt and i needed it to get it outta me .. so yah sorry...

btw back to the story....

~EnJoY eNjOy

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(Back at The One Direction house)

-Alex's Pov-

"well Ale, I had a great time with u but looks llike ive to go " Eleanor said looking at the text she recieved from her boyfriend.... but there was something fishy over here or atleast i felt so cz when El received that textt , a sad look replaced her happy face... even back at school she wasnt good at hiding her emotions..

"El whats up?? u look kinda lo, is things arlright ??" I asked her..

"Oh yah Ale every thing is good.. but Jake wants to take me out..sO I gotta run" she said, with a smile but I knew she wasnt being truthful....

I wish I knew what was wrong so I could help her afterall she was my best friend...

-she stood up and left through the door muttering a small goodbye...

woahh i hope things are fine with her...

I locked the door after she left and came back to our lliving room swithching on the tv... they were showing some interview of "The Boys"" ..

"Hi I am Liam"

"Hi I am Harry"

"Hi I am Niall"

"Hi I am Louis"

"Hi I am Zayn".. I wasnt really paying attention till zayns voice came up and my head shot upwards... he looked "amaZAYN" as usual....

"and WE ARE ONE DIRECTION" Said Harry gesturing towards the rest four...

I smile crept up on my face just at the thought of how far they have come.. they are five of the best people in the world....and well all of them mean so much to me but Well Zayn .. uhmm ...

ive done some serious thinking past couple of days after Liam broke up with me but then I realised , that I loved Liam at first glance but then why did I fall for zayn , If i loved liam enough?? so i eventualyy came to a conclusion that I actually loved Zayn but since I turned him down earlier when he asked me so i feel like ive zero chances with him..

why has my life gotta be a mess???

i wish i knew the answer

(a/n: see what I did there ^^^ heeehheh)

some time ;later the boys arrived chatting all happily .. woahh till yesterday there was this coldness in air which now seemed to have vanished... but I am glad theu are back on good terms...

They all came in and sat with me in the living room and kept watrching the interview...

Once the interview was over , i stood up and stretched when Liam spoke up

"Ale??"

"Hmm??" I ask

"can we still be friends??" he asked with a look i couldnt read.. I glanced over at Harry and he nodded..

"Sure Liam" I said , as he pulled me into a hug..

"& just to clear things up , I look up to u as only a friend, a best friend though and I promise thats what we'll always be......" he said... but weirdly those words of Liam didnt hurt... uhh

"ok Liam.. best fiends ..." I replied with a smile and shook his hand as he sat back down resting his head on Niall's shoulder...

I stood there , deciding on what to do as an awkward silence fiilked the room... about some five minutes later Niall sugested to have a movie night and all the boys nodded in agreement so I went to get some popcorns while they decided the movies to be watched...

in the kitchen , i took out the popcorn seed thingys (a/nn : idk what they are called) and filled them in a bowl before palcing the bowl In the microwave oven for some next ten-fifteen minutes...

I then walked over to the refrigerator and got out a botttle of water ... while drinking i heard some shouts from the living room , I focused on what they weere shouting...

"Go zayn Go zayn go zayn" they were all shouting, wondering where they wanted him to go I placed the bottle back in and sat down at the kichen table waiting for the pop corns...

i was in my own thought when I sensed someone walking in ... I looked up and there was zayn standing next to one of the shelves of the ktchen with his hands in his pockets....

wow he looks so good and I could he was nervous .. wonder why???

"whats up zayn??" I asked with concern..

"Alex , umm i wanna say something,,.." he said while walking towards me and holding m,y hands in his.... he then looked straight in my eyes and started singing "Little things" to me... god that song had a massive effect on me.. i started tearing up but he wiped the tears falling from my eyes with his thumbs and continued singing...

once he was done , he said"Alex I love u so much.."

I had to tell him too..." Me too zayn"

his eyes suddenly lit up and he asked "really??" ...

I nodded and he smiled.. oh how i love that smile... finally he was happy and i wasnt feeling guilty anymore,..

things were back to good for me .. finallyyyyy..

Pecking me on the lips, he went back to stand near the shelves while I finshed with popcorns... and thwn we walked back in the living room , fingers intwined.....

All of the boys smiled... this was one of those cute moments where people 'awwwww'd"....

I kept the popcorn bowl on the table adn sat next to zayn on the couvh , wheile resting my head on his shoulder... he kept stroking my hair while the movie played....

this was jsut perfect....

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SO DID U GUYS LIKE THIS CHAPTER?????

OMG I AM EVEN I AM CRYING.. SORRY I JUST FELT IT WAS SO CUTE,,, AHHH well leemmme know.............................................

sorry this was all In alex's pov but still..

And also jsut saying that " those who are destined to be together, end up together no matter what happens."

and aslo as ed sheeran says "things are supposed to be alright in the end and if they arent alright then this isnt the END....."

and dont mind spelling mistakes plzzzzzz.....

Bye....

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