//Alicia's P.O.V.//
"Watch out," I mumbled through my gritted teeth.
"S-Sorry Alicia," was all I got before I walked away.
"You don't need to be that rude Alicia," Calum mumbled to me as I put my head on his shoulder and we continued walking down the halls.
"What are you talking about Calum? He was in my way and wouldn't move. Little bitch needs to watch who he's starting fights with."
"Yeah I guess. Well I have to get to class, love you babe." He walked off leaving a light kiss on my cheek.
I walked up to my locker, exchanged my books and walked to class
-
The final bell rang and I met Calum at his car
"Hey babe," Not even looking up from his phone.
I sighed and got in the other side and Calum got in started the car and left the school parking lot.
The drive to Calum house was extremely fast considering its on the same street as the school. We both got out and went into the house and up to his room. I sighed at the mess and walked over and fell back on his bed. Calum jumped on top of me and started tickling my sides.
"Calum.. stop.. I can't breathe," I muttered in between laughs
"Fine, but that means I won this." he mumbled with his face buried in my neck
"Alright weirdo,"
Calum is the only one I can me my self with. A few years ago I was a total loser, me and my friends would be bothered constantly because all we did was study and we never had fun. I started talking to some girls in my 8th year who were known as the 'popular' girls. They were extremely nice and I really thought that everything people said about them was just because they were jealous. But I was wrong, I started to hate being friends with them, they were terrible. But if I stopped talking to them I would look pathetic. Thankfully after graduation I got to leave them because they were all going to different high schools, but my title didn't change. I'm stuck in this world and there really is no escape. Everyone either wants to be me, or wants to date me. Calum and I started dating in 9th grade and I really love him. Calum understands what has happened and he's just trying to help me stay happy. Calum is literally my everything, I don't know where I would be without him.
"Babe,"
"Hmm," he mumbled
"Thank you,"
"For what?"
"You are the only person who gets me and I just really love you,"
"I love you too,"
-
I stayed at Calum's till 9:00 and he drove me home.
"Love you, Bye" I left him a kiss on his cheek and got out of the car.
I changed into my pjs and laid down on my laptop online shopping until 11:00 and I fell asleep
-
I woke up feeling extremely down. I looked over to my night table and opened the draw noticing empty pill bottles. "Shit" I muttered and walked downstairs not bothering to get ready for school knowing there was no way I would be able to stay in school all day without taking my meds. "Mom" I yelled from the kitchen because who the hell knows where she ever is. I sighed and sent her a text telling her to pick up more on the way home. My medication was for my mood changes because apparently I'm Bipolar but I think that's a load of shit. But they are just my mood boosters as I call them. When ever I have to go see a doctor or a therapist I feel like I belong in an asylum. I don't know what's wrong with me. Whenever I'm off my meds I have bad mood changes and it's just crazy. I went back upstairs with a glass of orange juice I poured for my self and sent Calum a text saying I wouldn't be at school and went back to sleep.
I woke up to the noise coming from my TV and my bed drooping down on the side.
"Oh good morning sunshine," Calum chirped and snuggled into my side
"Calum I love you, but you need to be at school."
"But you're sad, I don't want you to be sad, you deserve to be happy and I want to be the reason you smile," He shrugged and leaned in as if he could get any closer.
"Awee you're such a softie, I love you so much."
"Well who couldn't love me." He said with a smirk.
"Don't get cocky now, Mr. Hood."
"Hmm why not,"
"Fuck, you know what I meant,"
(A/N sorry it's so short and the ending is awkward, it's my first book so it's gonna be weird the first few chapters. Plus yes it is a Luke but I do what I want so she's gonna be dating Calum in the beginning. oops)
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