Truth or Dare

9. 'Think I might have feelings for guy'

I stand behind the camera and watching the scene played back, my heart is still pounding just as hard. I watch as Rudy walks towards me and I notice a look in his eyes that I hadn't noticed before, it's almost as if. He wanted it as badly as I did... I dont know, maybe I'm just seeing things. I don't know why but for some reason I can't get how his lips felt on mine out of my head. How soft yet hungry his touch was...

The clip ends and I nod

"Yeah I'm happy with that. Rude?" I turn to look at him but he's already looking at me.

The butterfly's that had since calmed a little from earlier are now fluttering around once more but I have no idea why.

"Uh, yeah." He nods in agreement.

I smile, turn on my heal and try desperately to escape from this torture that is my now very confused feelings for him.

I almost make it to my trailer when I hear,

"Hey! Danny!" Damn it!

"Hey." I force a smile and turn to see Rudy running after me.

He slows down when he realises I heard him and jogs casually over. He's slightly out of breath as he's run a decent way but none the less begins to make conversation.

"You were great back there!" He smiles as he opens the door of my trailer and motions for me to go in first.

"Thanks, you too." I blush as I step inside.

"You made it soooo believable, how did you do that? You know, make it seem like you were genuinely nervous?" He queries.

"Oh haha, I don't know, guess I was a little." I shrug, trying not to let it visibly faze me that I just openly admitted I was nervous about kissing him.

"Oh, phew. I thought I was just being stupid!" He let's out a deap breath, leaving a long and empty silence silence fill the air until his facial expression changes and he says,

"But it's not exactly the way I would have preferred our first kiss went..."

I look at him an expression of shock seeping across my face.

"I, uh." I am at a total loss for words.

"It's okay, you dont have to say anything..." he assures me as if he doesn't want me to respond to the fact he really just said that.

I slowly nod in acknowledgment but say nothing more as he simply turns around and leaves.

I stand there in disbelief.
Well that just happened.

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I spend the rest of the evening trying to figure out what he ment about our 'first kiss' does he really like me?

I'm so confused by his comment and a part of me wishes he'd never said it but another part is so glad that he did. So it gives me reason to figure out how I feel for him...

In attempt to distract myself from this little conundrum I pull out my all time favourite book - The Fault In Our Stars - and find myself lost within the pages.

A few hours pass before I notice how late it's gotten and I'm probably the last person on set. I put my book in my bag and begin to gather my belonging before leaving my trailer for the evening. I get to my car and pull out my keys, listening to the sound of my car unlock with its little sing song 'Click, Clack'. I notice another car parked in the parking lot, not to far away from mine. Curiosity overcomes me and I find myself walking over. When I get closer I realise its occupance is that of Drew. Whos sat, asleep. I smile and hesitate slightly before knocking on the window.
He jumps slightly, startled and looks up at me before a warm smile fills his face. He opens the door,