love was never really a thing that i was good at, it was a strange feeling that i only got to experience once in my whole life and it sadly ended poorly and ever since then, I don't find myself interested in relationships. i settled for the standard one night stand lifestyle which is working perfectly for me but even though my first experience wasn't so nice, sometimes i think it would be nice to have someone, you know? someone to wake up next to every single morning, to have someone next to you when you can't sleep at 3 am and you feel like you're drowning in your own thoughts, to have someone to spoil and take care of, protect. it sounds nice.
