This feeling of drunk and alone always catches up to me,
I don't know if it's just feelings or its the love I lost.
I don't care and I care a lot,
I don't know which is true.
I don't know what to write,
I cry in whisper.
The one to hear is never near,
Being left alone is what I always fear.
Yet I feel left alone at all times,
And I don't understand where to go.
I'm not buried yet I feel dead.
I am overwhelmed,
Is this what you say depressed?
Am I in love,
Am I not?
What, how, why? These question they just make life the worst,
I wait, wait and keep on waiting for life to take a turn and it doesn't.
I realize I am not in a fairy tale,
Reality isn't what I absolutely love.
It's a never ending fate,
What's meant to be, why can't it just be?
Why do I have to live through all this?
