"My hero"

as i sang.

Hi I'm Ariana ! And yeah I know what your thinking OMG ITS ARIANA GRANDE!!!!!!! -as I thought to myself and then said it in front of my huge crowd. A lot of screaming , I mean a lot. But I loved it. I'm currently singing "Why Try" to my fans. And then I think of him. Why?, I thought to myself. But didn't really think much of it and continued to sing my song.
( Currently Im in a relationship/back out of one)
It all started back in 12th grade. I met a boy named Dan. He made me fall in love with him , tho he wasn't that great looking I still loved him. And I think I still do, I don't know tho. He had hit me a year ago while he was drunk.
FLASH BACK 1 YEAR AGO:
Me and Dan went to a party. He told me to go up stairs and find a room to sit in for a few minutes. He told me that he had a surprise for me! I said ohkayy?! Really strangely. I went into a emty room, looked like a guest room because there was closet and a bed. I sat on the bed and went on my phone. After 25 mins, I heard a knock. I went to it and opened it. Dan rushed in, pushes me on the wall behind the door. He started to kiss me everywhere. "I can't do this!" I yelled. And then he held me tight on my waist. I said " well OWWW!" And he looked startled. But I didn't care! He said fine I'll do my little surprise the hard way! He threw me on the bed and went at it again. This time I kicked him in the balls. He slapped my face , that's when I lost it. I started to ball my eyes out. He noticed that I was hurt and quickly jumped out of his dunk mode and said OMFG! I'm Sooo so sorry! I didn't mean to- then I cut him off when I stood up and ran as fast as my tiny legs could carry me. I eventually found home. Ever sense that day I haven't said a word to him. Not even a breathing sound. He has tried to reach out to me around the time this happened but I guess he gave up. I felt so heart broken inside. But then I felt like I loved him for some reason. I'm 18 now and I met him when I was about 16. I wish I could find "the one" already and move on with my life. I finally finished my song and ended the concert. I took so many pictures with my fans! I love my fans! I think to myself, what if "the one" is a fan! I said jokingly out loud.