Winter's Secrets | BTS ✓

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Jin lays on June's bed, not able to stay still while he stares at the ceiling.

June and Lily are at work, and Jin has promised himself he will stay out of Lily's room so she won't begin to resent him.

He won't be able to live with himself if the most important person in his life hates him.

But he's finding it hard to stay away.

The scent of June wraps around him always; he can breathe in her strawberry aura any time he wants, even from the source itself when he wraps his arms around his girlfriend. But Lily, the sun-kissed honey whose nectar smells like a heaven he's never experienced before, is something he can't as easily come by. She normally keeps her dirty laundry in her room until she's ready to wash it all. And without being able to go in her room, he's only left with the option of sitting close to her and breathing deeply when she shifts positions.

But just as the ache grows to the point when he thinks he will have to break his promise, his eyes move away from the ceiling as a grin overtakes his face.

Her shampoo and her body wash are in the shower.

He moves quickly, stripping himself of his clothes and clambering in the shower, wincing slightly as he makes the water too cold in his haste to breathe in her scent again.

As soon as his hair and body are soaking wet, he grabs Lily's shampoo, letting the liquid fall into his palm from the bottle.

At the risk of accidentally snorting it, he moves his hand filled with the shampoo to his nose, breathing deeply and shuddering as the familiar scent fills his senses. He rubs his hands together, massaging the intoxicating scent into his own scalp, excitement flooding his nerves at the realization that he will smell like her even as he sleeps next to June tonight; their scents will mix together and he doesn't know how he will survive it.

After his hair is washed and rinsed, Jin grabs Lily's body wash, the temperature in the room rising as Jin pictures Lily massaging this very body wash into her skin.

After filling his palm with the liquid, he rubs his hands together, his eyes fluttering closed as he breathes in the scent while also rubbing his hands across his own slick skin.

He imagines Lily is the one massaging her body wash into his skin, being ever so careful to go slowly. He imagines that she would tease him.

Before he can get too carried away, Jin rinses the body wash from his heated skin. He turns the water off and steps out of the shower, the smile refusing to leave his face as the scent of Lily embraces him.