losing you, losing me taekook ff

chap 12.

jungkook pov.

once me and taehyung made it home, he immediately left to take a shower.

wow he must be really dirty.

i sighed and used the other bathroom to take a shower.

after my shower i walked back into the room, shirtless and gray shorts.

i frowned when I found taehyung sitting on the bed fully clothed.

usually he sleeps without a shirt like me.

i walked up to him, to give him a goodnight kiss.. but he again turned his head away.

i decided to ignore it. maybe he's just being moody?

"princess, why are u wearing a shirt"

he only looked at me, then laid down to sleep.

i sighed and laid down with him, i cut off the light and wrapped my arms around him.

he flinched and pushed my arms away.

i shook it off and just thought he was a little shocked.

so i again wrapped my arms around him, and he again pushed my arms away.

what the actual fuck?!

i groaned and just turned the other way to sleep, he's clearly upset with me.

while I was sleeping i woke up from a cry.

"get off me, p-please let g-go" taehyung cried in his sleep.

"PLEASE STOP" he sobbed.

i quickly shook him, he immediately popped up.

breathing heavy, and sobbing.

i tried to comfort him but only said "please don't touch me, im dirty"

"no baby no you aren't" i assured but he kept going.

"im dirty, im disgusting jungkook. and I want to die" he yelled.

i felt a pang in my chest.

h-he wants to die?

"baby, don't say that. please don't say things like that"

he only looked at me and laid back down to sleep, although he was trying to sleep he kept shaking.

i kissed his forehead and rubbed his arm to calm him.

he flinched and cried.

"j-jungkook" he cried.

i hummed in response.

"a-are you going to touch me.. like inappropriately?" he asked. still shaking.

i was hurt and shocked. he really thinks I'll do something like that?

"princess, how could you think I'll do something like that, without your permission. I'll never force you to do anything baby. don't think that lowly of me please"

he slow wiped his forehead, and pushed my hand off of his arm.

"im sorry jungkook, i just don't want to be touched right now. im so dirty" he said and closed his eyes.

we soon both drifted into a sleep.

but taehyung... he was still violently shaking.