random oneshots that I think of

i love you

"I was running that's what I remember how I was running from something  God I wish I knew what it was but I just kept running and running And running it felt like forever, to be honest I didn't know where I was going I was in the woods and wanted to really hope i was in a dream like really hope but the next thing I know I'm on the ground I think I tripted on a branch or a rock or a root, wouldn't that be funny even death by route has a funny ring to it, Then when I was trying to get up ththo was this pressure on my back I think It was a boot it might have been a heel or something I just know it was an adult foot Pressing down hard on my back I was so scared I was crying is what I remember and I think there was some laughing it sounded like children maybe like 2 or 3 I don't know I just know they were laughing I didn't see anyone's faces it was like I was blind like blind to humans not that I'm blind and can't see them it's just I can't see their faces I could see yours just fine and it's lovely but I but I couldn't see and that really disturbed me Imagine not seeing someone's face it would be traumatizing Especially an 8 Year old or maybe 10 yea I think I was 10 at that time I don't know but it was one hell of a night they kicked me and punched me hell they even gave me a broken rib and nose but they kept saying they loved me I'm not sure if that's how love works from what you've taught me love is through touch and food hehe And being comfortable around people and not uncomfortable that's what love is apparently And they did not show any love none of that what you taught me That woman taught me love is through hitting, Punching and kicking and being mean and discipline I know discipline is good in some cases but it wasn't in my case Was it? But I knew I couldn't just run away that would be dis...dis.. h-how do you say it?"  The doctor shifted uncomfortably in her chair "I believe the word you're looking for Is disrespectful and no you should have left it would have been good for the mind that way you wouldn't be here Doing this having a therapy session you've been here for 7 years they brought you here when you were 11 And you have yet to get better believe me I want you to get better but I don't think you're sharing everything Something deep down is preventing you from sharing what you want you're gonna have to believe me I know it's difficult but you have to believe me when I say I want you to feel better and be safe here and some people Aren't nice here."the doctor said in a sad voice" ah That's where you're wrong Joe was nice he gave me some of his biscuits at lunch The cafeteria workers never let me have biscuits I don't know why they don't Like what am I gonna do with a biscuit heheheh....." Sarah gave him a stare it was like she wasn't quite disappointed but yet Fond of this young man He brought out a side of her that no one else saw something kind and generous But that side was only for him Sarah loved him like he was her son Hell Sarah even knew that if he did make it out of this hell hole No one would want to adopt him it was a terrible thought Sarah knew this too it made her happy no 1 else wanted him he would be Her son just her and him." Evan we're getting off track I need you to focus tell me what you want to tell me even if it's gruesome downright horrific I need to know so I can make it go away" " OK but just tell me if it gets too much OK?" The boy Evan had this stare that was just like the night sky but So much better it was like a plead to need a plead for her to help..... he was pleading for her to make it go away he Just wasn't saying it verbally it broke her heart but he was willing to share with Sarah Something that Sarah honoured deeply It let her know that the boy trusted her enough To share something that might be horrific " I promise"  She held her hand to her heart this was a promise she could keep till her grave and would not let a single soul know what he said to her that day. " Well from what I remember I started laughing it wasn't like that childs laugh that you hear at the playground It was that scary laugh that I hear from those white rooms you tell me not to go Near I I don't know why but I think I said the words something close to 'oh God I'm gonna die I knew I was gonna die but I didn't know it would Happen so soon God what am I? who am I? how old am? I I think I'm 12 No that's too old 6 I'm 6 This is happening to me at such a young age I didn't get to see the world yet This is happening to me at such a young age I didn't get to see the world yet And you're the one that's gonna kill me? Please answer me this where is mom and father? are they safe? unhurt? please you have to tell me' That's all I remember I'm sorry if it's not what you were hoping for"  Sarah was in tears that such a young boy had gone through so much at such a young age his age she was drinking pop and having ice cream for supper probably not the healthiest choice but She was a child no child deserves what he went through " Oh even That was heartbreaking I'm sorry you had to go through that But now I can fix it now that I know what's wrong I'm going to fix it OK? trust me."  Evan looked startled at the doctor's reaction most people would just shout him saying it was nonsense but...But Mrs. Wells is different She's kind and caring like the mother He never had "Thank you doctor Wells you're like a mother to me....Good night I love you  " Doctor Wells smiled "I love you, Evan, To the moon and beyond "

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