Loving Sunshine

6.New Crush

These following days younger would leave dorms early in the morning. It was okay the first days, but now it's starting to make hyungs worry for youngest wellbeing.
He doesn't go practice with Minho or Seungmo. Chan even couldn't get younger to talk his problems out. . That made older boys worry. Why Felix won't let the members help him?

But the thing is younger boy was scared that Hyunjin will stop paying attention to him and leave or even worse start hating on him. Felix didn't want that to happen. So he was few steps away always from older.

Both boys knew that they needed a talk but timing was not perfect each time they attempted to start that convo.
And now Hyunjin made his way to supermarket with Jeongin. Felix had fallen asleep on the couch.

-Hyung, I think he is attached to you the most so you should try to talk to him.

Jeongin told Hyunjin when they went to get dinner for all the boys

-I know Innie, I'm worried too, but I can't make him if he doesn't want to.

It was silent, both boys were thinking the answer for that question.

-Maybe he's scared....

Jeongin silently told older. Now they were in supermarket and didn't want anyone to hear their convo about skz dorm life so they sticked together closely.

-Scared of what?

-You turning the same as Changbin? Distant and disgusted with him?

Innie was smart and that could be really the answer he was looking for. He wouldn't make Lix sad or feel neglected. He has loved him for three years now, so why stop loving him now?

He's practically avoiding Hyunjin now. Always silent, no cuddles even when older ask for them. They are in the same room , but it feels like they are miles away from each other. It was like nightmares coming true for Hyunjin.

-You're right baby bread I'm gonna later have a talk with him. And maybe even collect him as my boyfriend...

Hyunjin blushed at last part he said. He really did want Felix as his boyfriend, i mean who wouldn't? He's perfect in every way possible. He never flailed to make olders heart skip a beat or feel butterflies in his stomach. He's smart, an excellent dancer and such a sweetheart.

At supermarket he got Felix's favorite snacks and drink. He wanted to do something for younger and cheer him up with movies and baking. Even though Hyunjin can't cook or bake.

Jeongin was looking for snacks too so he could share it with Seungmin while playing games.

-Timeskip-

It was peaceful at dorms and only sound that you could hear was some show on tv. Chan was making himself a coffe and Minho and Han couldn't be spotted. Probably making out in older boy's room. Or Minho is educating Jisung about his three cats.

-Hey Channie hyung, is Lix still asleep?

-Oh hey Hyun, yes he is. He's sleeping soundly like a baby.

Hyunjin nodded and took his snacks back to his room. He needed to make a fort out of blankets and charge his computer so they can watch films in their own little world.

I hope this will cheer him up, I don't know how much longer I will last with sad Lixie, I will become sad too.
Fort and snacks were ready. He made his way into the living room.

Felix still soundly asleep. Cutie...Hyunjin thought to himself. Lix' hair was in his face so Hyunjin didn't fight the urge to caress them and take them away from his beautiful face.

When his hand made a contact with Felix's soft hair it was like heaven. Soft and fluffy... Felix twitched in his sleep and followed hand like a kitten. Hyunjin was dead right there and then out of youngest member cuteness.

-Hmm?

Felix slowly began to wake up when he felt warmth fade away. He op his eyes just to meet Hyunjin's teary eyes.

-Hyun~

Felix got cut off with the biggest and warmest hug from older. Hyunjin holding onto Felix dearly.

-What's wrong hyungie?

-I-I--I just can't stand to watch you being all alone and sad.

Felix was taken back a little bit and he felt guilty for not trusting Hyunjin. He knew that older would always catch him if he fell, but his stupid head did things on his own again.
But he needed time alone to sort out his feelings. Looks like he has a new crush...

-Talk to me please, but don't you suffer alone...please Lix...

-Okay, but don't start crying, I'm not that worth it.

Hyunjin let go of the hug and looked into Felix's eyes.

-Not worth it?! You are the best god damn thing that ever has walked on this earth! You're amazing and loveable! Don't you ever dare say that shit again!

Felix giggled. All the men have heard Hyunjin's outburst. But they just left as quickly as they came. 

Felix hugged once again Hyunjin.

-Thank you...really it means so much to me. To hear that coming from you.

Later on they both were sitting closely while being at Hyuns blanket fort. Eating snacks and watching movies.

Hyunjin couldn't sit still, he was trying to fight urge to take Felix into his embrace. Tackle him into blankets and keep safe from the world
He really wanted to hold him...

Lix was resting his head against Hyuns shoulder inching closer to older boy. He felt the same, the urge to be in Hyuns hold was unbearable
So he was first one to take the big step.

-Hyungie, back hug please?

-Okay, come here ba~

Hyunjin closed his mouth. He wanted to call Felix a baby. They did that daily, but this time it felt different and he didn't want to cross the line.

He would wait for Felix to move on from his last crush. And he would do anything to be his new crush.

Hyunjin was happily holding Felix and play with his hair if the movie scene was getting boring.
Felix laid down into Hyunjin more, feeling all warm and fuzzy.

Both fell asleep on the ground tackled into blankets and holding each other closely. And somehow Felix was on top of Hyunjin now resting his head on his shoulder