My fallen angel {myg x reader}

Pain

My name is y/n and I'm an Aries, my boyfriend Yoongi, Min, is suffering from cancer (6months) he is currently on stage 3 and is on the stage that is critical to his life, discord keep telling me that he will die, he has no one else, just me, we met when I was crying on the subway while listening to music, I had just gotten out of a bad breakup that day and suddenly a stranger came out of nowhere and sat next to me at three in the morning he patted my back and whispered that it was going to be okay. At first I thought it was some weirdo trying to hit on me but I soon came to realize he was a man who was going through something similar and that we both had a ton of things in common, we talked about our weird ass lives while all that was around us were our voices and our laughter, we started dating a month or two later and then well you know...I love him with all of my heart, I refuse to believe that he could potentially die, he can't leave me alone and heartbroken again! I cannot go through that pain once again, not again, he is the one, he is the one of my dreams and the one I WILL stay with for the rest of my life, he was there for me even though we were strangers at night and comforted me and offered me his gummy smile, I'm currently sitting next to his bed in the hospital at four am. Crying and sobbing while he sleeps I feel his hand squeeze my hand and I see him slowly open his slender eyes and he gives me a small smile "Please don't cry, I feel my heart ache when you cry while holding me." He says and I am left there with no words "I-I'm sorry Yoongi I'll try to be quiet I'm sorry I woke you up my love." I plant a kiss on his thin lips which he gives back and I smile, I pull back and squeeze his hand "I know this is a hard thing to request y/n...but if I die...can you please take care of yourself and possibly find someone better than me to take care of you...since I can no longer be that person for you...I'm so fucking sorry baby." He says and I see teardrops start to form in his eyes and some starting to fall and I look at him in horror, how could he say that so simply, he forces a smile "Don't you ever fucking say that Yoongi! You will not die! Not on my fucking watch!" I shout and he chuckles "Okay baby...just please...promise me...please? For me? I cannot bare to see you in pain, not because of me." He says in almost a whisper but I hear him, I hear him and the desperateness in his voice "...I-i promise y-Yoongi" i whisper and my voice cracks and he smiles and whispers a thank you and i bury my head into his chest why the fuck does life have to be so fucking cruel...why did it have to make my angel suffer, my fallen angel.