Things just keep getting worse aren't they? Anxiety's through the roof, mom and her boyfriend, and my future plans. I'm planning to apply for social security income with the help of my mom and a lawyer. I already applied for SSI on behalf of my brother Damian. My mom will do Ovi's application probably with the lawyer. The lawyer told my mom over the phone that he would look for my application from the past and see if it can still be appealed. I hope I win the case at the end of this fight no matter how many rejects the judge will give me. I will not give up on it. Once my mom has help for my two brothers and I have help for my own self, we can finally live alone and be free of problems. We just need patience for now and that's going to be hard for me because I've been wanting to be free from problems for many years. I had it all free in 2020, well mostly, but 2021 took me back to reality and I still have things to solve in this world. Once my family and I are free and happy at last, I can live in actual peace. I should win SSI because I seriously do have severe anxiety. It will never go away from my brain no matter the treatments. It's part of my autistic brain, which is why it won't be gone. I can accept it, but I want to know that the US government will keep me safe. I trust this country and they should trust me too. I wonder how things are going to be though because Russia recently invaded Ukraine, and things in the world are getting tough. World War 3 would change everything, and I have a feeling that it's going to happen during my lifetime. World War 2 was like 80 years ago. Humanity isn't a completely peaceful civilization. There are still plenty of people with destruction on their mind, and they need to be eliminated if it means that we get to save the innocent. If this war really happens then I'm going to have more problems in my life as if I haven't had way too much for a lifetime. Even if a war ends up happening, I just hope the good guys defeat the bad guys at the end. My thoughts and condolences are with those affected by war in Ukraine. As well with innocent people who are suffering in the terrors going on in the Middle East. When will everyone learn to give others their own freedom?
- February 28, 2022
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