Champagne Problems - Taylor Swift
I keep thinking about Stella's text to Astrei.
I looked at him who's sleeping peacefully beside me and clinging so much to me even he's asleep.
I buried my face on his hair.
"Hindi naman siguro.." I whispered. Dinadaga ang puso ko sa sobrang kaba.
I didn't delete the message. It's up to him if he wants to know kung ano ang sasabihin ni Stella. Sa totoo lang I also want to know, pero hindi naman siguro siya maglilihim sa'kin 'diba?
Magdadalawang taon palang kami pero hindi ko yata kaya kung mahihiwalay siya sa'kin. In the span of two years I loved him so much. I even planned of having a child with him even though I didn't even think of myself as a mom. It's because I love him so much. Lahat ng plano ko sa buhay ko, lahat do'n kasama ko siya. Umiikot saaming dalawa.
I felt a tear escaped my eyes. I closed my eyes when Astrei moved.
"Having trouble sleeping?" Inaangat niya ang ulo niya na nasa dibdib ko. I nodded. He switched our places. Ako naman ngayon ang nasa dibdib niya. "Let's sleep more, love. You still have show tomorrow." I closed my eyes when he kissed my head.
"I love you, Astrei." I whispered in his chest.
"I love you more My August." He hugged me tight. And I slept with a heavy heart.
I hope everything will be okay tommorow..
