Boy Toy [Kakashi x Reader +18]

9 (Y/n)

*Flashback*

It was sad, heart-crushing even, to see Kakashi. Every time I saw him he always had that depressing aura around him. But it had lately become much worse. 

Ever since I saw him at the academy I would think of him more often than not. I guess you could say I was one of his annoying fangirls, but unlike them, I preferred to go unnoticed and watch from afar. These days though, I had been thinking about him more and more. Mostly because I was worried about him even if we had barely talked before and he probably didn't even remember me. But also because puberty had undeniably hit him good. He was cute before when we were kids, but now he was also so handsome... I could stare at him from afar for hours, imagining an impossible future in which he felt the same way about me, any way about me. A future in which he at least noticed me. 

But back to the point; as much as I felt sad for him, I could not know how it was to lose your father, your teammates, and your sensei; one after another until you were left completely by yourself, so young... I never knew my parents, and my team quickly broke apart because the three of us quickly ranked up. So no, I could not know how it felt, but I could understand and see his pain. The pain that prompted me to approach him and talk to him. But I was too much of a coward to get myself to do it. 

Instead, I worked long and hard to get the perfect excuse to approach him until, finally, I was allowed in the ANBU. Not only that, but given my young age and abilities, I was even lucky enough to be put in Kakashi's team. And despite everyone's pitiful comments, I was beyond excited.

I knew Kakashi was known for being strict, hard, and sometimes even arrogant. But honestly, he had all the right to be that and more. He was one of the best ninjas in the world despite being so young. And I knew that if he was this strict it was to make sure nobody else died. I didn't care about what anybody else said, they just didn't know him enough. And yes, he was my first and only crush, but I knew my infatuation had nothing to do with my opinion on this. If everyone just watched him some more and had a little more empathy, they would understand as well. 

I first met with my new ANBU team on a cloudy and windy day, a horrible one. The cold stuck to my bones almost all day, and it was only replaced by a pleasant fuzzy warmth whenever I was close to Kakashi or he looked at me. Even with his uninterested eyes, he still made me all nervous and flustered.

I wasn't told where I'd meet my teammates, all I was told to was to change into my ANBU clothes. I was taken to the locker room where a few of the members looked at me, fresh meat to the ANBU. I ignored all of them and put on my rabbit mask.

"(Y/n)," my name was called, making me slightly jump. Although it wasn't the unexpected voice that startled me, but whom it belonged to. I closed the locker room, and after turning around I was immediately met with a dog ANBU mask whose owner I knew was Kakashi  "I'm Kakashi, leader of team Ro and your new captain, follow me when you're done to meet the rest of the team" he sounded unamused. I slightly flushed under my mask from excitement and nodded, following him suite.

We walk for several minutes in silence, but I didn't mind. In fact, it made me happy to be able to be standing with him this close, to be able to be in a position where I could prove my worth to him and everyone else. As I said, the walk there was silent and peaceful, until we started to get deeper into the training grounds where all of a sudden a few shurikens were thrown at me. 

I dodged them with ease and bare movement, stopping along with Kakashi. 

"What are you doing?" Kakashi asked the 5 other members of division Ro that appeared "Explain yourselves" he demanded, making me blush some more from how cool his roughness sounded, especially given that he was defending me. Well, not really, but I liked to think he was.